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blogging again

2009-04-27T01:58:00.003+08:00

was pretty bored from all the work n studying...so i decided to do something to my blog.

been a SUPER long time since i've posted anything - i wonder if anyone reads it anyway. hah

so here you have it. my very own "M I C H E L L E " blog.

nice? :D

hope to finish building the rest of the pages.. the photos etc.

yup.

ciao~

the blogthings post

2007-02-25T23:54:00.000+08:00

You are "Sleeping"

What Japanese Smiley Are You?

People Envy Your Ingenuity

You're a person with unique ideas, big plans, and a zany outlook on life. Many people look to you for inspiration.
People envy your creativity and "who cares?" attitude. They feel very ordinary next to you - and they usually are!

What Do People Envy About You?

Your Love Type: ENFP

The Inspirer

In love, you are passionate and eager to develop a strong bond.
For you, sex should be playful, creative, and affectionate.

Overall, you are perceptive and bring out the best in your partner.
However, you tend to hold on to bad relationships after they've turned bad.

Best matches: INTJ and INFJ

What's Your Love Type?

Your Birthdate: February 22

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 4

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 5

You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

and haoming is...

The Scientist

In love, you tend to be very private and withdrawn - even when things are going well.
For you, sex is important in a happy relationship. Less important when things aren't going well.

Overall, you are confident, intelligent, and serious about commitment.
However, you tend to hold back and not show your emotions.

Best matches: ENFP and ENTP

Your Birthdate: January 4

You don't love lightly. For you, love is always a serious undertaking.
However, you are able to love many types of people. You can bring out the best in almost anyone.
Love surprises you often. You never know when or where you'll find it next.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2

You are most compatible with people born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, and 31st of the month.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean For Your Love Life?

2007 birthday!

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a big muah from haoming.. =D

My road to straight teeth

2007-02-25T00:06:00.001+08:00

heh heh.. juz a brief update =)

let the photos tell the story..

my last pic with "normal" teeth before heading to the dentist.

Take a look at the mould of my teeth.. hahah look like dinosaur teeth..

and it the long process started..

dentist paused for awhile.. see my cheeks are alittle bloated..

then continue again..

the whole process took about 2 hours plus..

and finally..

feels abit funny.. using my index finger to dig into my mouth to feel for sharp edges..

and after the dentist trimmed off most of the sharp edges..

a final pose for the camera.

I wana say a BIG BIG thank you to my dearest haoming.. for being with me throughout this whole process.. and for being so patient with my whining and grumbling about the pain and discomfort.. MUah! i love ya!

so there u have it.. its gona be a long 2 years for me...
looking forward to my 25th birthday!
^_^v

my Ipoh trip

2007-02-24T23:13:00.001+08:00

haha i know i always begin with the same phrase.. but anyway..
ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE i'VE LAST POSTED... ahem.. ok..

lemme see... the last post was when i got back from Cameron Highlands eh..
got lots of photos still with haoming..

hmm.. lemme see.. i went to Ipoh too for those of u who din know.. haha..
was a very short trip over the weekend.. but we had a great time nonetheless..

i forgot wats the place called.. some kind of dong -"cave".. i think its ji le dong.

the pic below is the opening after u go into the cave.. its very peaceful there.. full of serenity and calmness..
beautiful.

on the last day, we went in search of the waterfall.. very nice too.. but we went during noon time.. and it was scorching man.. still, the water is very very cooling.. lots of ppl there playing in the water..

and thats me.. with my feet in the water actually. =D

hmm.. wat i really love is the blue blue sky..

Hope to go Malaysia again soon.. =)

Cameron Highlands

2007-01-02T20:59:00.001+08:00

yoo hoo! i'm back from my cameron trip!

got lots of photos man... but muz wait for haoming to process them =D

nice place to relax and regenerate for the new year..

but when i think of going back to work,. SIANnnnnnn!!!! hahahaha

stay tuned for the photos!

in the meantime, here's one of my favourite photos.

NICE rite! =)

Food Food Food

2006-12-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

heh heh i'm back with more food.. lol

breakfast today :

Mr Bean! ^_^v

And some chocolates during "tea time" from a colleague of another department =D

heee.. no wonder the fats keep accumulating eh..

i'm sure there'll be some more tmr.. hahaaha

good nite~

Workplace snacks =D

2006-12-04T22:34:00.001+08:00

haha..been long since i've posted.

hmm... seems like i always start with this sentence.. hahahaha

anyway.. i'm here to post about the snacks that office colleagues shower on me when they return from their holiday. hahha

i've already eaten mot of them b4 i could remember to snap down the kindness.

but i shall try to remember from now on.. =D

lets see wat we have today..

Fruit muchi from Taiwan :

Next we have Green bean paste, niu pi tang (i got no idea wats that) and crispy sweet potato from China. haha
In the background, thats a piece of Ritz apple strudel from a colleague.

=D see... no wonder get fat.. hahaha

will post again soon.. hahhahah

pig

2006-11-07T23:39:00.000+08:00

http://drawapig.desktopcreatures.com/gallery/2006/11/7/1270936.jpg

you are positive and optimistic.

you are direct, enjoy playing devil's advocate and neither fear nor avoid discussions.

you are emotional and naive, you care little for details and are a risk-taker.

you are secure, stubborn, and stick to your ideals.

you are an OK listener

the quality of your sex life: And again more is better!

black n white

2006-11-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

new edition.

din realise that creating a black and white pic is so difficult!

the idea was taken from haoming. his crop, his photo.
he was trying to create the "waiting" effect..
i juz tried to put in the b/w effect..

out-of-bounds!

2006-10-30T01:05:00.000+08:00

hee hee...

still need some fine tuning!

here's the bigger version
http://img239.imageshack.us/my.php?image=outofboundtestcopy1wc1.jpg

and the original was leeched from club snap.. =D
http://img291.imageshack.us/my.php?image=frog1dd7.jpg

^_^v peace~

^_^v peace

2006-10-29T21:10:00.000+08:00

heh heh..

i've picked up my photoshopping again..

stay tuned!

kinda busy with work lately..

so not time to post much.. lazy la..

hahhaa..

hope the girls are all doing fine. hope to catch up with u all on the 4th!

to those who come in here to see my blog.. heh heh.. sorry for the disappointment..

after i do up the skin, then i'll definitely blog more often. hahaha

^_^v peace~

someone trying to hack into my blogger!

2006-10-10T10:23:00.000+08:00

GRRrrr!!! this is not the first time i received the email from blogger about the "forget password".

damnit man!

WHOEVER YOU ARE, t(-.-t) off!!

1 yr and 1 day

2006-09-22T12:44:00.000+08:00

time flies... me and my boey together for 1 year and 1 day already! =D

heee...

he's the best thing that happened to me.

'm really thankful to have him in my life..

and i'm looking forward to the many many many many years ahead with him =)

haoming...muaks! lub you deep deep! u make me a happy girl ^_____^

8 september

2006-09-08T18:03:00.000+08:00

heh heh.. its been a long while since i posted..

hav been busy lately man...

preparing for a networking lunch.. woooot! i'll be receiving the guests on that day itself too!

hahaahah...

other than preparing for that lunch... have been busy photoshopping the posters for my dear's project.. sometimes.. the pic looks alright le,. but i still find that there's room for improvement.. haha...so i do and re-do again...

other than that,. preparing for the temasek games tournament this coming 16th..
hopefully i get to win something! ^_^V

other than that,. my dear friend Alex called me up to say that i'll be joining the "CHAMPION TEAM" for another tournament... WOOO HOOO!!! so excited! its the same team for the Mah Bow Tan Challenge! my fav team mate EEeeee!LIZARD! hahahah not forget our dear friend alex tooo! hahahaha i love seeing his expression when i play better than him! hahahahha

hmm.. oh yes! this mth is me n my dearest's 1 year anniversary! heeeeeeeeeeee
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he makes me a happy girl..

to my dearest haoming..

love u lots lots!!

from your one and only pufferfish!

photoshopping again.. heh heh heh

2006-08-10T15:24:00.000+08:00

long time no post

2006-07-23T23:39:00.000+08:00

hmm.. its been quite some time since i last posted..

everyday : work, haoming , home . work , haoming, home .

weekend : haoming , tampines , home .

hahaha... not that i dun like that kinda of life.. i'm not complaining OK! haha
esp if i get to see my boey! happy!~ =D

life's been good so far...and my collegue will be back next tuesday! WOoot! so happy.
i can't believe it.. i manage to hold the fort! the LDCC meeting preparations weren't as bad as i tot.

hmm.. got lots of things happened leh.. but i lazy to blog. haha shall juz list down in point form.

o me and haoming 10mths anniversary at swensens. food was horrible! haha i bought him a piggy bank, and i got my hidamari! whheee!~ keke!

heh heh got other photos also.. but shan't post here.. ok.. next.

on saturday, we took the free shuttle bus to ikea! heeeeeheeeee
had a huge jam on PIE man.. got a few cars rammed each others' backside. haha
haoming was saying.. non-raining day also got accident.. wonder who so pro! hahaha
when we got there, boy was the place packed man! coz got annual sale. -.-
we headed to the cafe to makan 1st. i FINALLY got to eat the meatballs! wooo hooo!
actually its the sauce thats fantastic. anyway, after eating, also no mood to walk thru the human jam.. so we went to queensway shopping center walk walk.. also got crowd. and we concluded its becoz ikea too many ppl, thats y ppl come here. ahahah
haoming bought me a bangle. keke =D thankew love~ i promise to wear it when i remember. hahhahah juz jokin~

anyway, we went to watch the nachos movie.. CRAP MOVIE! ahhaha.. only some parts are funny. the poor guy got his hair ripped out one is funny.. and that fatty in stretchy pants is funny. other than that, nothing fantastic about the show at all.. haha

sunday, i went walk walk alone while waiting for haoming. i realise esprit got quite nice working clothes. but super expensive leh.. i like the blazer.. $160+! faint~
the pants shirt also quite nice,. but very ex too. not a good time to splurge.

anyway.. nice weekend... and i'm looking forward to NEXT weekend! wooo hooo!
going to JB wit haoming and his collegues! yippiE!! finally i'm going out of singapore! Wahahah!!! can't wait man!

but b4 that, i'll be going to sintel's AGM on friday. wooot! excited man! heh heh

k le.. i'm sleepy~ hhaha

shall post again another time~

take care all~!

photos

2006-07-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

heh heh sorry not very clear pics.. but the place is really very nice leh..

am i ready to get married. hahaha

2006-06-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

You Are Ready to Get Married

You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon
In fact, you spend a good deal of your time thinking about what makes a relationship work
And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it
You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down.

Are You Ready To Get Married?

hahahaha.. i'm not trying to hint anything ok! juz happen to see it de hor!
=D

wat do guys like about me. hmm....

2006-06-22T23:41:00.000+08:00

Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!

What Do Guys Like About You?

taken from eileen's blog. haha

gona start work le!!

2006-06-18T17:10:00.000+08:00

finally the long awaited day is here.

19 june 2006!

i've received my lotus notes pass and id for the internal email already.

waiting to get my pass for clearance.

duno wat to feel leh.. abit scared + anxious + uneasy + sad.

my dad was joking that day, saying i already got a title there.

when they welcome me, its not "WELCOME MICHELLE FOO"

its "WELCOME MARGINA'S DAUGHTER"

sux......

i did tot about this la..even b4 considering going for the interview last time. haiz.. wat to do. its true i wont get to work there with my qualifications ba. HA! so, wats there to stop ppl's tongues from wagging? ya la. i kelong go in one la. ya la. i pull string one.
but pls get it right ok. my mother didn't go beg for a space for me.
it was coincidental that there was a vacancy and the director had met me once when my mum was still in hospital. think i left a good impression that time, so she juz asked my mum if i'm gona graduate. and it so happen that i'm graduating. so they asked me down for interview. -.-"

haiz

anyway, i'll have to work super hard to make my position into a perm. its only a 6mths contract.

ba!

painted our room finally

2006-06-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

after taking out my stitches in the morning, i went back home then followed my dad n sis to buy paint. got a yellowish colour called citron ice.

and a greenish colour for the corney.

very very xiong to paint the room leh.

muz unpack all the things out of the room the night b4.

my living room looked like warzone area. hahaha

anyway, we managed to finish painting by evening. wat a feat!

but the colour.. hahaha turned out to look like a nursery. like NUH children's ward. hahaha

so ya. but i kinda like the new position of the bed. shiok! right in a corner.. haha

shall not reveal wat my room looks like now. heh heh

wana see?

come my house to see for yourself. HAHAHA
=D

wisdom tooth

2006-06-12T07:46:00.000+08:00

i finally went for my wisdom tooth extraction after procrastinating for so long.

i supposedly told the dentist that i wanted to extract one by one starting with the bottom left. but after gathering opinions here and there, i decided to be hero and extract all 3 at one shot.

it was until the final hour, lying on the operating chair (for your info, i was fully awake ok), that i decided 100% to extract all 3.

just to make the situation look worse, the bottom 2 wisdom tEEth were lying horizontally.

but luckily, i had a funny dentist to brighten things up alittle. and the funny nurse also.

she covered me in the operating robes, and hide my eyes from the light. she was saying, if anytime i need to stop them, juz wave my hand to move the cover and she'll see. so juz to be very sure, i moved my handup and down to test and asked "like this can see or not?"

then, the funny dentist came back in. he asked me one final time if i wan to extract all 3. i said i think so. then he juz inject me with the LA, and said
"too late. i inject all 3 already. u dun wan also cannot. i will extract all 3. haha"

-.-

then i juz lie there waiting for the LA to take effect. i seriously wished i had gone under GA instead.

they did a check b4 cutting me up. quite traumatising to hear all the drilling and cutting. seems like he used a knife to cut open my gums leh, judging from the pressure and sound. he started with the bottom left. took quite awhile before he tried to pull the damn tooth out. felt like he was playing tug of war with the tooth. same with the bottom right one.
he was saying, the hole too small, the tooth too big, but nvm, he'll make a bigger hole! O_o"
i guess thats where the "lying-horizontally" played a big part, coz the upright one came out with juz 2-3 pulls. -.-

anyway, it was dreadfully long to me. my mouth was so tired, the side of my lips hurt from the pulling and my jaw! it felt as if it almost came loose. faint~

heh heh.. here's my gruesome pic of the extracted teeth below. u can stop reading here if u dun think u can face it. hahaha..
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see how he cut my toothS into pieces! only the upright one din have to be chopped up. so poor thing my tooths.

anyway, the pain after the LA undescribable. duno how to tell u where the pain is also. its like my whole head is in pain. especially the teeth near the wounds. and my cheeks were swollen. look like a chipmunk with nuts in the mouth. sobs~

today is the 3rd day after the op. still swollen.. haiz.. and the pain is still there.. can't sleep well at night.

luckily haoming was with me thru to the 2nd day. i think 2nd day was the worst. coz i had the going-to-throw-up kinda feeling. felt really terrible. and everytime i sneeze, i scared that the stitches would burst open. o_O"

haiz.. so much for trying to be hero. hahah

anyway, hope it heals faster.

and the 1st thing i'm gona eat is SUSHI!!!!!! followed by the mac drumlets! hahaha and chicken chop! and MANY MANY MANY OTHERS! WAHAHAHAH!!!

i can't wait.

picture blog

2006-06-09T12:07:00.000+08:00

haha.. i went to the gym today with my classmate jasmine.

jia lat leh.. 1st time go gym with her, rain so heavily. haha.

did alot of leg exercises.. and i ran 2.99km today..in 20mins. faint~
the gym looked nice from the outside.. but not many equipment inside.. prolly coz too spacious.

after that, went for the torturous facial. haha.. she tore my face apart as usual.

then went to pick haoming up to go my house for dinner =)

after dinner watched tv..and took many pics. hahaha.. so funny the pics.
i've uploaded them into the yahoo photos gallery.
lemme show u some funny ones..
lets start from the not so funny ones..

"lemme kiss u! come come!"
"dun wan la -.-"

"heh heh! kiss attack! from behind!"

"hurr.. i give up!"
"heh heh heh"

"nah kiss u la."
"heh heh heh"

"i dun wan! i wan to kiss u!"
*haoming pouts mouth*

*haoming hits me with the paper*
"HUH! u hit ME?!"
"hahahahahha"

*by force* "come here u! MUuuuaaakkkssS!"

"thats my good boy~~lub u deep deep heh heh heh"

end of story. hahahah!

i'm a graduate!

2006-06-06T23:41:00.000+08:00

ha ha ha.. finally after waiting and studying for so many years. i finally freed myself from their chains. hahaha! he said it himself that time. even when i'm 21, i'm not freed. only until i finish my studying, then i'm freed. heh heh heh! the time has come! wooot!

i din do exceptionally well, but at least i managed to clear everything. got a few close shaves.. got one 52. got one 56.

the strange thing is, the one i tot i'm gona fail, got a distinction. the one i tot will get distinction, i only got credit. sux!

anyway, happy that its all over. i'm finally done with the formal education. actually studying is fun. hahaha.. i dun mind studying again for masters..if i get a chance. ^_<

my small boey

2006-06-06T13:01:00.000+08:00

look like small boy right? keke so cute~ wahahha

anyway, we went to parkway on sunday.. ate sushi again. haha
yum yum! bbq shitake is nice!

after that, we went to see fish. the qian hu having exhibition.
saw this cute prawns tank. the prawns SO small.

see those red red things.. those are the prawns. haha

had a fun time =)

love ya haoming!

bugis outing with the mean sister.

2006-06-06T12:37:00.000+08:00

yday i went to mend holes in my teeth. got 3 holes! faint~

the dentist said this to me.

"actually you brush your teeth quite well, given that its so crowded"

i take it as a compliment la. haha. actually if u look it in a negative light, it says: "your teeth is very dirty and very crooked!" hahaha..

anyway..i had 2 jabs coz i keep fidgetting. the nurse was holding me down when the dentist jab me. lol!!

hurts man. i wonder how it'll be like on the 9th when i take out my wisdom tooth.

after dental, i went to meet my sis to go bugis walk walk.
we saw the green tea icecream. $4 a cone. faint~ i tried to steal a pic, but not clear.. NPNT. haha.. next time then take again.

we went to walk around.. see clothes.. and buy haoming's photo album. =)

then i saw this very cute thing. haha

see the eyes so big! so cute. hahaha

anyway, i was having a super bad headache. think the drilling and construction work in my mouth juz now really hurt my nerves quite badly. so we headed home.

had an early night actually. but i was wondering if my results came out, so i went online to check. din find anything.

found something else instead. haiz.

din sleep well until morning.

sux.

hexakosioihexekontahexaphobe

2006-06-06T11:57:00.000+08:00

Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia is a fear found in the Western Christian world indicates that the number 666 is linked to Satan or the Anti-Christ.

Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobes avoid things related to the number 666, such as a building in which the number is prominently displayed. Rarer is trying to avoid the number as it relates to other numbers. For example, the fraction two-thirds has a repeating decimal of .666. (Note that in base 12, two-thirds is 0.8, and 0.666 is the fraction 6/11.) A severe hexakosioihexekontahexaphobic may avoid this as well as 5/3, 8/3, 11/3, etc. People with this phobia consider it bad luck to get 3 sixes in a hand of poker, even though this is usually quite a good hand

woo hooo well done. my results coming out soon.. in another 2 hours. wish me luck!

Life's Logic

2006-06-06T11:20:00.000+08:00

got this from an email. quite funny. haaa

ROMANCE MATHEMATICS

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
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OFFICE ARITHMETIC

Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
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SHOPPING MATH

A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.
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GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
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HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
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LONGEVITY

Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
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PROPENSITY TO CHANGE

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
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DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE

A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
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HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

thats me?

2006-06-05T02:24:00.001+08:00

Your Birthdate: February 22

You tend to be understated and under appreciated.
You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way.
People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little.
Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know.

Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true

Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid

Your power color: Silver

Your power symbol: Square

Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

my haoming~

2006-06-05T02:24:00.000+08:00

heeeeee.. thats my haoming. heeee.. muaks muaks muaks stubborn cow! haha

Your Birthdate: January 4

You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined.
Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation.
Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you.
You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively.

Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics

Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness

Your power color: Navy blue

Your power symbol: Shield

Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

sakae with haoming and collegues

2006-06-01T12:21:00.000+08:00

heh heh.. i went for sushi buffet with haoming and his collegues at funan sakae.

dun need to say much. the picture speaks a thousand words. hahaha.. actually, thats not ALL the plates ok.. they cleared away some.. hahaha

anyway, rina.. hahaha i found you your QUIET place! WAHAHAHHAH!!
here u go..

WAHAHAH!!! GOOT RIGHT? i'm pretty sure its QUIET enough! WAHAHAH!! *rolls on floor laughing!*

Student raped in front of boyfriend

2006-05-31T09:59:00.000+08:00

Student raped in front of boyfriend

By NELSON BENJAMIN

JOHOR BARU: A student watched helplessly as his girlfriend was gang-raped by four men after they were abducted while out on a date.

The suspects, all believed to be in their 20s, also forced the victims – both final-year students at a local polytechnic – to hand over their belongings and cash during the 9.15pm incident along Taman Cahaya in Masai, 25km from here.

Initial investigations revealed that the four men on two motorcycles had forced the couple, also on a motorcycle, off the road.

The men approached the couple and threatened to harm them with a knife if they tried to escape.

They took the couple to a secluded area in Pasir Gudang.

The 19-year-old girl begged the men to let them go but they took turns to rape her near an abandoned bridge.

Her 20-year-old boyfriend, who was held at knifepoint, was beaten up when he put up a fight.

After the attackers fled, the couple lodged a police report at about 2am before seeking medical treatment.

This is the second incident around Pasir Gudang in recent months involving motorcyclists who waylay couples and gang-rape the women.

A police source said they were looking for four men to assist in investigations.

In an unrelated case, a group of men impersonating policemen slashed an Indonesian worker during a robbery at a kongsi in a construction site at the Nusajaya Industrial Estate here recently.

The suspects escaped with about RM6,000 worth of mobile phones and cash.

No arrest has been made. Those with information are urged to contact the Johor Baru South district police headquarters at 07- 556 1222 or the nearest police station.

the above article taken from The Star

come challenge my score.

2006-05-30T18:07:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. jian jian juz passed me this interesting flash..

u'r suppose to park the car into the lot according to the requirements.

most ppl get the 1st one wrong. u'r suppose to park head-in into the lot.

heh heh.. here's the flash. go try and tell me wats your score. hahaha

http://www.107.peugeot.co.uk/peugeot.swf

my best score is 34.5

heh heh

chan rak ther

2006-05-30T03:51:00.000+08:00

heh heh ..

HAOMING! CHAN RAK THER!!

keke =D

i hope the meaning is correct. *think cecilia din sabo me la hahaha.*

LOST

2006-05-29T23:49:00.000+08:00

i suddenly missed haoming very much.. so much that i decided to take the car out to toa payoh to give him surprise after his lesson.

i left house about 9.20pm.

juz when i'm rushing for time, suddenly got alot of TP on PIE. sianz..

so i got to toa payoh about 9.40pm

now.. the thing is, i duno how to get to the interchange. i had looked up streetdirectory.com b4 i left the house. but when i got out of the TPY exit, the whole place seems different from wat i saw. either that, i was on the wrong side of the road. but cannot be lor. hahaha.. maybe juz my panic-state-of-mind.

before u start saying "aiyah.. girls. direction idiots.."

FYI, I CAN READ ROAD MAPS ONE OK! its juz that for the 1st time in my life, i suddenly got SO lost even with the help of a street directory. hahah.. 1st time i got lost was when i was trying to find holland V without road map. haha

anyway, haoming was sick, so he went off about 9.45pm

i was still trying to find my way out of TPY when he called. he was on the bus already. haha

so, he told me to head back to his place 1st.

after tracing back the route which i came from, i found the PIE.

before that, guess where i went to. i travelled until bishan, went to braddell, and somewhere else. i forgot the name le. hahahaha

anyway.. i met haoming at the bus stop.. then i company him for supper.
he was telling me about his lessons.. so funny one. haha.. and his pop quiz result was STUNNING. hahaha but i still felt that his presentation deserved so much more marks. hur! stewpig lecturer.

and i also found out that when i take PIE to TPY, when i exit, i'm suppose to turn LEFT! then i'll be near to the interchange le. HAHAHHA!! suckZ! but now, at least i learnt my lesson. HAHAHA

i shall try again SOON! lol

anyway, my poor boey is almost gona be sick again.. sobs..
hope he gets well soon >.<

bored

2006-05-29T18:22:00.000+08:00

so bored at home.. trying to do something productive.. but so lazy to think of something. haha

my blog template still not done. so sianz..

no ling gan to think. haha

juz watched The Promise. strange show.

i miss my blufferfish~! >.<

yours mine and ours & Herbie

2006-05-26T16:00:00.000+08:00

i was browsing thru my old movies..then i came across the "mine yours and ours" show. forgot that i had it in there. haha.. its a nice show.. quite touching in the end.

almost made me cry. hahaha..

well..on to another movie.. lol

herbie also very cute. hahaha..

hmm.. i'm watching all the old shows.. lol

nice.

water drop effect

2006-05-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

not posting my photoshop works lately doesn't mean i've stopped doing it ok. haha..

juz plain laziness. haha..

also, i was playing around with the photoshop to imageready to dreamweavers. i tried it out today. posted the background into my other blog. but can't manage to get the rollovers working. DAMN IRRITATING. faint~

anyway, i was trying to test out the water drop effect. i came across quite a few tutorials.. but the steps not very user-friendly.. either that, i'm doing it wrongly. haha.. but here's the few that i did. horrible. dun even look like water. hahahaha

then finally, i saw one which was much more detailed..and the style it used was different from the rest. it worked! so i did one on a leaf. MUCH better than the previous ones.. hahah at least resemble abit like water la.

haaa..

also hor.. i finished with the orb one. but i didn't manage to get it to look like the tutorial one. coz i made a disaster with the remaining steps. so i decided to scrap it. haha anyway here it is. i din put anything into the orb either. haha will find the time to test it.

hmm.. very bored lately. but i juz bought a book to kill time. haha.. but i think i'll finish reading it by tmr. faint~! hahaha

hmm.. i very long din bowl liao.. maybe i should go bowl this weekend.

kinda miss my boey. glad that his presentation went well. haha.. i knew the opposition team sure gone case one. haha they are up against my ah dear ok! haha..
so proud of him =)

anyway, my mum was telling me she went to lunch with that HR lady. she was explaining to my mum why there is a delay for me to start work. then she told my mum something.

"Gina..your daughter is actually quite cut out for sales."

i can't stop laughing when i heard it. actually, got to see wat thing i'm selling la. one thing for sure, i can't sell insurance. hahahah..

but i can sell books leh. i remembered the time when i was working for postkid publishers, selling assessment books at the NLB fair at expo. wah.. wasted its not commission-based ok. i sold off so many of the assessment books leh.. i managed to "con" many aunties to believe that my assessment book is very GOOT! hahaha

other than that, my other sales experience was quite bad la. the one at chickeeduck was horrendous. the one at starhub selling to corporate companies also din work out. hahaha

=P

Horrible salmon

2006-05-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

today i very hardworking leh.. though it was almost gone pour giraffes and elephants, i still took bus to tampines mall to look for my other love.

heh.. my first time eating sushi alone. 25thMay2006. a day to remember. haha

so i ordered the salmon sashimi set, 2 spider and 2 salmon sushi.

when it came, i was SO disappointed! -.-!

look at how the salmon looked like. -.-

the salmon taste like those supermarket frozen ones. GRRR!!
i was thinking of letting it defroze then eat. but it was worst! faint~!

i tot its becoz of the promotion, so i waved at the waiter to order the "REAL" salmon sashimi.

THEN! the waiter say the salmon OUT OF STOCK! WTF! hahahaha

so no choice lor.. dun wana waste food also.. so i finished up, then went to walk around then went home.

THEN! diarrhoea came le~ sucks!

i took a nap, woke up, go toilet again. hahaha sucks..

lucky now better liao..

the next time i ever go eat sushi again, i'm gona ask before i go in.

"excuse me? today got non-frozen, non-diarrhoea salmon?"

-.-"

1st completed tutorial from the book - blue sky

2006-05-23T18:29:00.000+08:00

heh heh.. i'm at haoming's house now. ^__^

juz completed one blue sky piece. the tutorial from the book is really user-friendly man.. at least they guide you with the BASIC steps on wat to do. hahaa..

here it is. i'm thinking of exporting it to image ready then use it as the background. heh heh.. hmmmm..

i like the way they make the clouds look so fluffy. haha..

shall try to make another one again. this time without referring to the book so much. heeee...

haoming "lost" his IC

2006-05-23T02:04:00.000+08:00

heh heh.. i wanted to blog about this sometime back. hahaha..

there was one day, haoming suddenly exclaimed WHERE IS MY IC?! then he rummaged thru his drawer.. his bag, his wallet, his jeans..

can't find.

so i asked him to track back, wat he did that day.. where he went..whether he got change his IC at security check points. he say got.

then he check his drawer again, his bag again and his wallet again.

can't find.

by then, i think he abit jue wang about finding back the IC already.

so my turn. i tried to tidy the drawer abit.. nope. IC not in there.

i looked thru his bag.. nope. not in there too.

put my hands in his jeans pockets.. nope. not in there either.

then the last thing on my mind was to check the wallet coz so small sure can see if the card was in there or not. but i did check anyway..

THEN!

there i saw it. behind the driving license. pink IC! hahaa i took it out and showed him.

my facial expression was like.. .. OMG! u mean u din see it even though u went thru the wallet TWICE?

hahaha.. then haoming's expression was like.. frozen. eyes big big.. mouth, though small, suddenly open big big.. then he fell backwards onto the bed.. si jiao chao tian! hahah.. so funny. think he was relieved also la.. haha..

silly boy leh.

cute hor? hahahahaha!! so adorable! hahaha wasted din manage to take a pic of that moment he froze and fall back.

IFO over!

2006-05-23T01:04:00.000+08:00

haha.. finally its over. the paper..wasn't as easy as i hoped it to be. nevertheless, i don't think i'll fail it. haha..

after that, went lunch with rina. then went sim lim coz she wanted to get mp3 player.

THEN! i saw this really cute speaker. its like idog, only thing is, its a FISH!

1st thing that came to my mind was.. "heh heh.. buy for haoming!"

haha.. coz its WHITE! and its a FISH! haha.. the tail moves leh.. and when u pat its fins, the fish will swirl around.. and got bubble sounds come out. super cute.

here's the pic.

shooooo cute ok. haha.. to me la.

ANYONE WANS TO BUY IT FOR ME?? HAHAHHAHA~ its $99 if i remember correctly.
but the sound quality is juz so-so only.. but itz sho cute! haha..

anyway, we left without buying anything. haha..

on the way to the train station, this guy stopped us. i was on the phone with cheryl, so he spoke to rina. when i hung up, he was telling us about some job creation thing. i tot it was survey. then he tok tok tok..

at the end of the day, is wan us to donate money! faint~ i started laughing.. telling him "my bad. i mis-interpret wat u mean when u said job-creation. sorry" then i walked away. haha.. poor rina.. didn't follow after me. so she got "cornered".. but finally got loose la. then she said, she dun mind donating $1. BUT the guy wan $10 ! WTF! hahaha still can choose whether to accept donations one ah?! hahaa.. i know la.. some associations only wan substantial amounts.. but muz pity us students also mah.. haha.. $10 can eat 2 days leh.. lol.. or for my case, can take cab to and fro from haoming's house leh. hahha..

anyway, i left rina to go find her ADAM'S WIFE! haha.. and i headed back to tampines. intially wanted to go back le, coz not meeting haoming. but when i reached tampines, suddenly got the urge to go library. haha.. so i went to look for photoshop books! heh heh!! borrowed 2. one for photoshop and another for dreamweaver. yeah~ ^_^V so happy~ hahaha

happie~

then, even more happy. haoming ask me over for dinner. keke.. ^____^

so i took a bus over.. was raining so heavily..so he brought umbrella down. heeeee

we went up 1st coz not hungry.. then i watched him study as i continued reading book: "the five people you meet in heaven" nice book.

keke.. then i took pic of haoming's back view.. heeeeeeeeeee

we went down for dinner, then came up watch tv. me went home about 11.

and here i am. heh.. gona play wit photoshop tmr. ^_^v

i miss haoming already. faint~

kokoro did it again.

2006-05-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

if u haven watched STAR, aka Zhai Xing, here it is

http://cw6.so-net.net.tw/kokoro/star01.html

nice.

now got another one..also very nice.. but haven released all the episodes yet.
until episode 2 only.. but its already very saddening.. not for the weak-hearted.

here it is 1st episode. for the 2nd, juz click the 2nd chinese text. i duno how to read la. hahah.. anyway here is the link.
http://www.kokoro.com.tw/overgrow.html

the 2nd part is abt Vday. wow oh wow. haha..such coincidence. duno wat i tokin about rite? haha.. nvm. =D

sad story hor? happens all the time.. sometimes i wonder why.. nvm.

anyway, ya.. i wish i can do such a nice flash.. after i've learnt more about photoshop, i think i shall learn flash. yes. hahaha

tmr exam le.. finally the day is here. i'm excited, and anxious.. hope the paper dun make me cry. hahha. i've studied alot..but duno if i'll panic and faint when i see the paper tmr.

wish me luck.

Happy 8th Month Anniversary

2006-05-21T04:24:00.000+08:00

today is me and haoming's 8th months =)

time flies so fast.. but it seemed to me like we are together longer than that. haha.. i know u all think so too. lol

we went to catch the da vinci code movie le..

hmm..how shld i put it..

for those who didn't read the book yet, MAY find it interesting. but some parts they really juz touch and go.

for those who have already read the book, and still can remember wat happened, will prolly find that the movie is not only boring, but the way they filmed the thing.. like sitting thru a lecture on da vinci code. they explain to u step by step.. and no time for u to decipher anything also. haha..

but for me, it was juz an OK kind of movie.. its like refreshing the story of da vinci code, not by reading, but by images. kinda like the different locations though.

after that we walked back. and haoming went home thanks to melissa foo. so disappointed.

i guess tmr won't be meeting him le. he busy with project.

think tmr i shall revise abit on IFO.. then prolly spend my day shopping. photoshopping.

anyway, i did manage to get past the step 10 for the orbs. FINALLY! haha..
shall post it when i'm done. ^_^

here's where i'm at now.

still at the orb!

2006-05-20T16:01:00.000+08:00

sucks leh!!!!!

hahaha.. i finally got the metalic part of the base.. after some trial and error.. BUT!!! still can't solve the delete-unwanted-portion. FAINT~!

its been 5 hours! sweat leh! i looked up the forum to find.. and realised that quite a few ppl also got problems with that orb tutorial. wahaha..

so sad leh!! oh. and i realised that they actually gave the direction how to delete on the tutorial.. but doesn't seem to be working for me!! ARRGGH!

anyway, here's where i am now. hurrrrr.. sobs~

my nerves bursting already!! faint~!~! any pro photoshop ppl pls help me!!

Bad Dream

2006-05-20T11:21:00.000+08:00

sigh.. had such a bad dream, i woke up in tears..

thing is, it seemed so real. with real-life situations played out differently.

so sad leh.. SOMEbody broke my heart again. wah faint~

i was super heartbroken in the dream leh..

i think hor..i really can not withstand unfaithfulness. even if its the size of a grain of sand. i seriously doubt i can turn a blind eye to it again. and i earnestly hate to play the same of hide-and-seek. not literally the children's hide-and-seek la. as in, relationshipwise..THAT kind of hide and seek.

he scared u find, he hide. u find, he hide. u find somemore, he hide somemore. its a vicious cycle. never-ending. if a relationship comes to that stage, or near it, i personally think there isn't a point to continue. though its not easy to let go of someone just like that. it'll do more harm to both parties' mental-being. (wasting of brain juice) whatever promises of "i love you" are all useless when trust is misplaced. * this goes out to my dear girls. if he cheats on you once, he will cheat on you again. and again. AND again. remember that. its almost impossible to find one who will abstain from you-know-what after he realise his mistake. don't convince yourself that he will change for u. coz he won't. understand? *

"babylicious" was the last name that i remember seeing just before i woke up from the dream. sounds spastic. haha

anyway, i won't dwell too much into the dream la. like he always say, its just a dream. i love u lots haoming! =)

heh heh.. i shall go do my shopping again. think i should restart all over again from step one. yes. thats wat i shall do. hahaha

stuck at it again. ORBS this time!

2006-05-20T03:24:00.000+08:00

yawnz!~! i was studyin with haoming the whole day.. ok la.. not WHOLE day.. some of the time was spent watching him on his KILLING SPREE! hahaha...

when i got home.. started my photoshoping again..

had a 2nd try on the reflections.. didn't do very well again. sucks~
anyway here it is..

sucks leh! grrr but i think i did a better job compared to the 1st attempt.

anyway i attempted to do one "sort of advanced" level tutorial.. (TO ME LA! i still pretty new to photoshop) i think its quite simple to most pro photoshop ppl la.

it was a big BIG mistake man!! i wanted to create orbs! with things inside. something like THIS!

so pretty right!? when i was on my way home from haoming's place,. i already tot of wat i wanted to put inside the orb!

BUT! the tutorial was so hard, i had to go down one level..to create the round ball 1st coz i couldn't get past that stage in the advance tutorial. faint~! try and try.. juz can't seem to get gradient on the right layer! faint~
i did one rough one. also sucks!

after finally ACCOMPLISHING a almost-look-like-ball-the-ball, haha.. i was quite happy la. coz stuck there for about 1hr!

so i went back to the advance one. STILL can't get past the 10th step!! at 1st i was stuck at step 4. i got past that,. now stuck at step 10! faint~! last one is 16! ARRGGH! look wat i got at the moment!

ARRGGH! that white base also not done properly! faint~! and i can't get to remove that unwanted portion! they didn't explain AT ALL how to remove it. i guess, ONCE AGAIN, its SO SIMPLE that i SHOULD have known how to do it.

anyway..kinda sleepy already.. think i shall continue tmr! and HOPEFULLY, manage to get to step 16!
heh!~ then i shall repeat steps one two three... If ever I believe my work is done,
then I'll start back at one. HAHAHAH lame~ -.-"

keke.. i left 5 pages to go to complete my options chapter. no mood to touch it! GRrr!

haoming bringing me to watch da vinci tmr! wheEEEEeeee~ so happy. i heard alot of bad critics about the show. haha.. tmr i shall see for myself! =P

think i need to learn photoshop BASICS

2006-05-19T12:14:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. as usual..i got stuck at a certain step while trying out a new technique.

bloody hell one leh.. they din explain properly for NOOBS like me! grrr

anyway,. i did a trial and error.. and got somewhat near to wat the effect suppose to be la..

i had to photoshop out that bloody bird. haha.. i could have done it with something easier.. but i was thinking.. maybe can try that sea bird.. since my blogsite got seabird. hahaha.. maybe can come in handy.

looks simple to create.. but had lots of steps here and here..
you can't really tell the effect.. coz background is white.. but if got coloured background,. i think the effect is much better. like on water.. haha..

think i muz go and practice more.. sucks leh..
anyway here it is..

heh.. here's the original one from the tutorial.. so nice hor? hurrrrrr..

anyway, had a nice time chatting with my dear cousin. hahaha though we cousins so many yrs..din get to talk to him that much. only see him and his family during chinese new year or family occasions. thats a good thing about internet (haoming take note. internet improves communication and family ties. haha another point for your project.)
girls who are interested to know more about this cousin of mine, can drop me a message. HAHAHHAHAHAH!! he's single and available. not bad-looking and inspires to be an SIA pilot! wahahah!!! lelong lelong~! HAHAHAHHAHA
*i know u'r gona kill me billy* WAHHAAHA
oh ya.. did i mention he rides? and plays the drums! HAHAHAH!!!
ahEM.. ok. enuf. for more information, can drop me a msg or drop me a line for more immediate answers. WAHAHAHH!!! *rolls on floor laughing*

tmr wil be studying day for me. i shall TRY my best to keep away from photoshop for ONE day! WAHAHHA!! maybe when haoming goes to school le, then i go home and play with photoshop. keke..

seabirds

2006-05-18T18:03:00.000+08:00

came across this pic.. tot it was quite nice..

seabirds.. i wonder when then i can come up with such a nice image! hurrr

i'm sick of geocities!

2006-05-18T17:12:00.000+08:00

GRrrr.. i spent the whole day trying to access the damn geocities page builder. GRRrrr!!!!!

load load load..takes so long!

i tot its becoz that account got alot of stuff in it, thats y load so long.

SO! i used my other account, which has NOTHING uploaded in geocities.. STILL TAKE SO LONG!!! in the end, when it FINALLY load, the pagebuilder JAM! WTF! ARRRGGH!!!!

make my blood boil.

sucks leh..

think if this goes on, i really should scrap the damn geocities! ARrgghH!

ftp here i come! grrr!

waste my day away.. din play with my photoshop yet! faint~!

sucks leh geocities! GRRRR!!!

mum's 48th birthday celebration

2006-05-18T15:51:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my mum's bday. 17th may. initial plan was to invite my relatives to our house for dinner..but my dad not free to cook, my maid's standard of cooking not good enuf, i dare not volunteer to cook. haha

so my dad and i suggested going to bedok to eat. and i carried out the "surprise birthday party" plan. was my 1st time organising such an event. =) i had to finalise the invitation list, make arrangements for those who duno how to get to the place etc etc. think my this month's hp bills quite high. hahaha

anyway, my mum wasn't aware of the surprise party until the day b4. my aunt! accidentally spilled the beans! faint~! she told mum that she'll be seeing my grandma on wednesday. then my mum was -.-?? then she came and ask me about it. i say i duno. haha.. wasted. but anyway, she didn't expect such a big turn out. all in all, 28 people.. 3 tables. hahaha

the food was good, and everyone enjoyed themselves. wasted got a few people didn't turn up due to last minute commitments or work.

and the cake, courtesy of my mum's god-daughter, jaysi. she tot the cake would be too small. turn out to be juz nice ba.. everyone had alittle of the durian cake.

took quite a few pics here and there. still waiting for it to be uploaded into yahoo photos.

at the end of the day, mum was very happy. =) me also very happy that everyone is happy.

Fake or Foto?

2006-05-18T13:20:00.000+08:00

you all should try this. hahaha quite interesting.. i only got 4 out of 10 correct. hahaha faint~~!

http://www.alias.com/eng/etc/fakeorfoto/index.html

went shopping. photoshop-ing

2006-05-17T15:39:00.000+08:00

haha.. i'm falling in love with photoshop-ing man.. its so addictive. can't stop myself! hahaha.. after learning one technique, then i wana learn another one. so fun. haha

earlier in the morning, i learnt how to crop out things with photoshop. FINALLY! haha.. last time i always use Paint..and the effect wasn't so good. the photoshop cs is such a smart program. lemme show u wat i did. lol

originally it was like that.. 2 seperate pics..

pls dun laugh ok! my 1st attempt hor!

he was actually sitting opposite me la.. but i cropped him to sit wit me. heeeeeeee

after learning the cropping..i was stuck at one bloody tutorial. fook man!
i was trying and trying... i know it sounds stupid, but i can't seem to bring the blurred layer behind the original layer. try and try.. end up using blending method. looks correct when i compare to the screenshot guidelines, but when i apply the background..everything went wrong. arrggh! i redo the whole procedure over and over and over and over again..until that particular step which they ask me to bring the blurred layer behind the original one..i got stuck. i yahoo-ed it, "PHOTOSHOP BASICS", "HOW TO BRING LAYER BEHIND ORIGINAL LAYER".. can't find the answer. i guess it was SO simple that even idiot also know how to do it! hahah
i almost wana pull my hair out already. haha

THEN! i looked closely at the screenshots of the tutorial. suddenly got a blinding light encompass my head! hahaha SO SILLY MISTAKE MAN!

i was working on the original layer 0! OF COURSE CAN'T BRING TO THE BACK LA! faint!!
those photoshop more-idiot-than-me one *HAHAHA juz joking* won't know wat i'm talking about.

anyway,. i FINALLY got past that step..and continued on. in the end, the final product not as nice as the one they showed leh.. damn.. but nvm la.. i'm still happy i finally got past that step.
lemme show u wat i did. lol

this is the 1st one i completed. din actually play around with the options at the end.

here is the 2nd one.

here's the 3rd one..with my blogsite at the bottom. still not very nice leh.

still not very nice leh.. not as nice as the ones in the tutorial.
see the difference! faint~

anyway last night,. i tried using photoshop to create the webpage template and imported into dreamweaver. the roll-overs actually worked! hahaha!!

looks ugly i know. haha.. coz i was juz trying to learn the steps how to create it. anyway see the "HOME"? is different right? got the roll-over effect. there's actually a cursor pointing there. but duno why the screenshot din capture it.
i learnt until importing into dreamweaver. then i stopped. still haven learn how to link the links, and puting into FTP or website. haha..

i thinking of creating one page for the "plbabes" hahaha... throw in all our photos.. hopefully i can manage to make it alittle more interactive too.

until then, heh~ i muz finish revising for my IFO paper 1st. lol..

I'M SUPPOSE TO BE REVISING!! WTH AM I DOING!?!? hahahahhaha

finally!

2006-05-16T17:15:00.000+08:00

the schedule for the IFO paper FINALLY came~ faint~

its on 22 May. 10am! wooot~!

the interview today was alright.. i din know i'd get to see my potential boss today, i tot only the HR director.

then the 2 of them talked to me..told me more about the job scope and stuff like that. so in a nutshell, wat i'll be doing is like head-hunting, but at a very high level. (board of directors) thats wat my potential boss told me.

then came the part. duno is good news or bad news.

she said they'll get back to me on when i can start work (as a temp 1st) and my pay etc. with regards to turning into a perm staff, they got to see if i can graduate by this 6th of may! faint!~!~! reason being, they wanted a management trainee. in short, a graduate. sh!t. the 1st thing that came to my mind..INVESTMENT PAPER. flip! though i have not sat for my IFO paper, i think i can pass that. but my investment paper..and possibly IME paper..and IT paper also.

very scary. haiz.. if i dun manage to clear this final exam, then i won't graduate this june. if i dun graduate this june, i won't be offered the permanent position. arrgggh~ they won't wait for me. flip!~

all i can do now is study for the IFO paper...until they call me to start work.

pray pray pray that i manage to clear this exam!! pls pls pls pls!! >.<

testing out photoshop effects

2006-05-15T17:47:00.000+08:00

haha.. kinda bored at home, so i tried out the photoshop cs.

maybe i shld juz create one banner for the blog. haha

here's the original one which i followed the guide on how to create such a texture.
..i made one out of haoming's name. keke =P

not very bad hor! lol

charlene's house-warming

2006-05-14T23:31:00.000+08:00

lucky haoming called me this morning to wake me up!

got up at 12+! then i quickly called rina to check if cheryl had gone to pick her up. LUCKY! they juz left. so they came over to pick me up.

rina drove to pick eileen. hahaha...my heart almost dropped on the floor of the van when the engine stalled when rina tried to turn into the carpark. i was looking at the numbers counting down to the greenman flashing. lol super funny! but rina very zai. no sweat man! hahaha

then reached eileen's place, i took over the wheels. drove to pick cecilia, then made our way to char's house.

got there, then we started eating le. had a fun time bao-ing my own popiah! wahahaha

look at my 1st attempt

hahaa.. looks ugly.. but taste nice ok!

actually is the ingredients nice la.. hahaha

then we started playing BRIDGE again! WAHAHAH!!! super funny.
alot of 4 and 5 today.
only got 1 pic taken.

then half-time, went to eat again.

my 2nd attempt at popiah.. NOT so ugly already ok... hahahha

then we continued our BRIDGE until it was time to go back.

after that went for dinner with my parents and haoming. =)

great day!

oh and my skirt came le! faint!~ damn the lady..didn't call me to pick the skirt up. heh heh.. shall show off my new skirt soon. chosen by haoming ok.. hahahha

hope to have a great day tmr! although i duno wats the program. hahhaa.. faint!

interview on tuesday!!!!!

my IFO paper still no news.. fainT! in the mean time,. i'm trying to learn flash and dreamweaver! any pros out there can gimme crash course?!

i'm orange

2006-05-13T14:10:00.000+08:00

Michelle, your true color is Orange!

You're a bold, confident orange. A warm, powerful color that indicates a strong, welcoming personality, orange is the mark of people who are social and extroverted by nature. Vibrant, with an upbeat attitude, you have a bright, inviting demeanor. Energetic and fun-loving, you're a real friend-magnet. Your easy charm and unassuming manner make you the sort of person people want to meet and get to know better. Well-rounded and fun to be around, you enjoy helping others, so it's no surprise that orange also symbolizes attraction. Orange is an extraordinary color — for an extraordinary person.

What's Your True Color?

keke.. got it off yuhong's blog. =P

Eileen's 22 bday

2006-05-13T13:17:00.000+08:00

we were suppose to go crystal jade for dinner. ended up at Ding Tai Feng instead. hahah..

had lots of fun taking pics, laughing, eating.

me, rina and cecilia can't finish our rice..charlene help to gobble them up! hahhaha!! not gobble all up la.. =P

funny thing that happened at ding tai feng was that they ran out of ice! haha.. they can't even serve cold water. then the waitress suggested hot water. lol so end up, the hot water came, so hot, how to drink?! hahahha

anyway, there was a free cake if we eat above $80. a mother's day cake. we were telling the waiter, there's no mother here, we dun wan the cake. but he say, nvm, can use as friendship cake, or something along that line la. haha..

then we were discussing among ourselves.. since eileen is the AHBU! , then let that be her bday cake la! WAHAHAH!!!

after that, we decided to head to eileen's place. i drove cheryl's van back to my place to get my dad's van. eileen followed me. the rest headed back to rina's place to drop things 1st.

when all have gathered back at eileen's place, the "BRIDGE" session began. heh heh and photo taking session also! hahaha

then.. the most interesting session.

"WHO's TO R.O.M 1st???!"

wahahaha!! we're suppose to rank, in our clique, who's gona marry 1st, to the last one to marry. LOL!! and charlene was the one who wrote the paper 3 times coz she keep writting it wrongly. hahaha

after that, we continued playing bridge. then duno who suggested going for supper. oh ya before that we cut that cake we got from Ding Tai Feng. it was super small and creamy! faint!~!

then cheryl suggested we go geylang for dou jian you tiao coz got transport. so we drove 2 vans there. i found a parking lot 1st. super lucky that i didn't fumble when i parked the parallel lot. juz got 1 lot space. by sheer luck, i manage to bring the van in smoothly. faint~!

THEN, we got out to chop space for cheryl's van. end up the lot was taken. but lucky,. got another lot. we had a funny time trying to secure the lot until cheryl come. alot of drivers drove past, and gave us funny stares sia. hahaha. and one lucky thing, the guys in the van infront of the empty lot were super coorporative. hahaha..

when cheryl finally came,he actually drove forward, giving her almost 2 car spaces to park the van. he even offered to drive the van in for us if we wanted. hahaha
but i believe cheryl, or either one of us could have drove it in anyway la..

at the dou jiang you tiao there, we were laughing and discussing about that "WHO's TO R.O.M 1st?" list. we had to justify our choices. SUPER FUNNY SIA~! hahahaa..

RINA! i think at least my choice of YOU after me should be quite accurate! HAHAHAH i'll let your mother know in future so that she will see to it! HAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

we wanted to take a photo, so we asked the waiter to help us. cecilia waved at him and he came over "eagerly". when he heard he had to take pic for us, he retorted, NO TIME LA! in chinese. hahhaa.. we're kinda taken aback leh. hahaha.. so fierce.

so we asked a guy from the neighbouring table to help us take.

after that, we went our separate ways le. they all going back to eileen's place to stay over, so i drove home le.

had a great time with the girls.

and i really appreciate that after all these years, we're still together. time flies ok. that time i was still sitting the same school bus as rina hor! hahahah~~ now we all discussing about marriage liao~! faint~! hahahhaa..

cheers to the friendship!

wat a day~

2006-05-12T02:25:00.000+08:00

after receiving details about the interview at TH next tuesday, haoming and my mum went to get some clothes for me! hahaha..

excited leh.

but had a hard time choosing clothes. faint~

anyway.. i'm still pretty unsure of what lies ahead.

i hope if i get the job, i won't have to work until i drop dead. haiz.. i still wana spend time with my moon face de. sobs~

and i still haven sit for the damn IFO paper. lol

wonder how its like working in TH.

i wonder how me and haoming will be like.

i wonder if i'll change, like wat haoming used to say.

probably i'll have lesser time to bug him. haiz.. so sad.

hope all turns out well. hope i get the job nevertheless. =(

wow oh wow

2006-05-11T14:52:00.000+08:00

hmm.. juz finished watching bleach and eyeshield21.

was smsing with my godsis jaysi juz now.. regarding the wisdom tooth extraction. my mum still very worried about the GA and strongly suggest that i go for the LA instead. oh man..

and jaysi was saying.. why rush to do the extraction now? haha.. coz next time when i work, and sick of work, i can go extract the tooth and get 1 week MC! hahahaha!! so clever leh she! hahahaha.. but i was telling her,. the reason i wan to go pluck out the wisdom teeth is coz i wana put braces leh. shucks~ now i duno wat to do. should i wait or juz go ahead with the op?

anyway, my mum called me juz now, telling me about a job opening. in temasek holdings! wahahha!!! make me so excited leh!

she say there's this department which deals with "head-hunting" potential people into the board. something along that line la.. the director was telling my mum, not easy to find someone who has HR skills (do cold-calling, communicate with big-shots, organise events etc) and has knowledge in finance (extract relavent info about the previous companies that those potentials are from etc) from what my mum told me, i think i'd love the job.. coz its not solely dealing with just finance. i get to meet ppl, organise stuff etc etc.

wah.. i really hope can get that job leh. i juz got the email of the job description.
"JOB DESCRIPTION & EXPECTATIONS OF OFFICER,SHAREHOLDER INTERESTS UNIT"

faint~! would be a good place to start off.

oh man... *jumps around*

hope i get an interview with that director. wish me luck!

The Enneagram

2006-05-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

heh heh.. got it off roseline's blog.

quite interesting. i realised that my results for most of these kinds of tests are almost uniform. hmm.. point to ponder.

this is my result.

free enneagram test

Type Two
The Helper
The caring, interpersonal type. Twos are empathetic, sincere, and warm-hearted. They are friendly, generous, and self-sacrificing, but can also be sentimental, flattering, and people-pleasing. They are well-meaning and driven to be close to others, but can slip into doing things for others in order to be needed. They typically have problems with possessiveness and with acknowledging their own needs. At their Best: unselfish and altruistic, they have unconditional love for others.

Type Four
The Individualist
The introspective, romantic type. Fours are self-aware, sensitive, and reserved. They are emotionally honest, creative, and personal, but can also be moody and self-conscious. Withholding themselves from others due to feeling vulnerable and defective, they can also feel disdainful and exempt from ordinary ways of living. They typically have problems with melancholy, self-indulgence, and self-pity. At their Best: inspired and highly creative, they are able to renew themselves and transform their experiences.

Type Nine
The Peacemaker
The easy-going, self-effacing type. Nines are accepting, trusting, and stable. They are usually creative, optimistic, and supportive, but can also be too willing to go along with others to keep the peace. They want everything to go smoothly and be without conflict, but they can also tend to be complacent, simplifying problems and minimizing anything upsetting. They typically have problems with inertia and stubbornness. At their Best: indomitable and all-embracing, they are able to bring people together and heal conflicts.

hmm.. type 2 + 4 + 9 = me? hahaha wat do u think?

bumped into my sis again

2006-05-10T18:34:00.000+08:00

while queueing for the 72, i saw my sis AGAIN! hahhaa.. damn crap leh..

then she psyco me to go walk around with her awhile. say she wan to buy a slipper. so we got out of the queue and headed to century square. this girl. trying to psyco me into buying the slipper for her. i told her see how. luckily, the stall not there anymore! WAHAHAH!!!

so we went to popular to get her stuff.

went past mini toon, and there was this new craze in town. alot of students crowding near the entrance of mini toons. voo doo dolls ah.. strange looking leh.. i would consider it ugly looking though. hahaha..

then i walked to this shop on the top floor, and saw patrick. heh heh.. i still think the one haoming gave me is the best leh.. nicest looking so far. hahah
anyway, this is the one i saw.

this is another one i saw at a family friend's house.

this is the one haoming bought. nice right~ heh heh heh

think i gona take a nap later. hahaha.. bored leh.. my IFO study until 7 7 8 8 already. should hav juz taken the paper that day. fook! then i'll be prancing around like everyone else. grrr...

Alan my hair doctor

2006-05-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

heh heh.. i went to cut my hair again~ actually, not cut. its save! this hairdresser has been the best one i've encountered thus far. his name is alan. works at supercut parkway. you gotta make appointment b4 going down, if not u might not get him to cut your hair.

anyway, ya.. its been more than 2 yrs since i last went there to cut. the previous time also, somebody burnt my hair, and i went there to let him bring my hair back to life. hahaha..

this time, also went back to him to let him rescue my hair.

he was saying, the one who previously cut my hair, had thinned it too much, causing the mushroom shape to be SO outstanding. haha.. he suggested doing a soft-straight for me, which would cost abt $150, but i told him not today. not this month. prolly when i've started working then i'll come back and do that.
then he said, "pls dun grow your hair until waist length then come back hor! by then it won't be $150. pls dun come sabo me like that hor! scarly u tell them say alan say its $150. pls dun sabo me like that hor.."

then i asked him, the mushroom shape is it due to my head shape. he say no la..its the hairdresser didn't layer properly. i asked if i rebond, will the shape be flatter? then he replied laughingly "might as well u use iron? everyday iron can already. if u scared u burnt yourself, u dun on the electricity 1st.. keep practicing until u get it right." hahaha..

this was b4 he checked my hair for the last time.

anyway, i feel he looks like my sis's bf! when i saw him again, i was like.. "hmm..that face.. looks like someone leh.." but i juz can't figure out who. now i know. hahaha see for yourselves.. i think they look aBIT alike la..

this is alan

this is my sis and the pekky.

look abit like right? hahahahahhahhahaha

anyway, after the haircut,. i went to roam around parkway for awhile.

i was juz walking aimlessly until someone "EH!.. EHHhh!" me from behind.

i turned around, and guess who i saw? hahaha.. its was haoming's mother! faint~ haha

she say she walking around until 6+ b4 going for her company buffet. she ask if i got anything on. i say no, so she suggest we go lim kopi together. we went to the foodcourt at basement. then she buy me hot milo. keke =P

then we talk and talk and talk and talk... talk about alot of things.. talked about my studies, abit on her workplace, but mostly, on haoming. and she mentioned about that "calling-me" incident. that time haoming still in aust, and he chalked up $100+ worth of phonebills on juz one number. MY number. hahaha so his mum called to check on who i was. she told me, she was discussing strategy with haoming's dad whether should call and check or not. hahaha.. apparently she did la. and i got the big shock when i received that call.

anyway, ya.. we continued talking , laughing etc etc. she was telling me about haoming, how good his grades WERE~ *please note. its PAST tense.* hahahahahah.. and she was telling me haoming's english IS bad. *please note. its PRESENT tense.* hahahaha!!!! maybe i should say,. IS and WILL STILL BE BAD~! hahahaha~~!~!~!~ *rolls on floor laughing~* not that my english damn fantastic la.. my vocab is crap though. hahahhaha~~ but better than haoming can le...~~ HAHAHAHAHAHA~!~!~!~~

then she say she's quite happy that haoming with me. keke ^___________^ made my day leh~ i suppose she can tell i AM a goot decent girl la.. *present tense*
hahahahahhaahha~~~~~ faint~ -.-"

actually i also happy that i got to know haoming la. =)

anyway, we talked until 6..then she went over to roxy to hav her buffet.

i called haoming to ask if he wan me go find him. he say dun need. so i went dinner with my goot friend robin. been a long long time since i met him, and i still owe him marche! hahaha.. owe him since 2003. faint~

went to eat sakae AGAIN~! hahahahah!! can die right? i keep eating sushi leh~! can't stop myself! hahahah!!

after that, walked around looking for things to buy for haoming. heh heh.. for our 8th anniversary. =) still quite some time away though..but never too early to look around. heeee.. din see anything that i tot would be useful leh.. but i did come across a strange keyboard.

cute colour. haha

after that, i went to look for haoming at toa payoh. he told me he kena stung by bee. so poor thing.. so i went to toa payoh, thinking of companying him home. i forgot his friend driving and they not ending their discussion so early. -.-" so end up, i went there, then i went home. lol well done.

anyway, hope haoming is ok. dumb bee! grrr~

poem from ah bee during elections

2006-05-09T13:55:00.000+08:00

Recently, my white MP,
Kok on my door and very kek ki...
Say 'I've worked so hard, so vote for me
Or rubbish won't be cleared, in your vicinty'

I said 'Dear MP of my GRC,
Dun remember u, so please pardon me...
I only saw you on TV,
Dozing off and jiak liao bee.

Last GE I voted for thee,
2% up in GST...
Cut CPF and up utility,
Are still very clear in my memory.

5 years later, then you come to me,
Fresh from your slumber of ivory...
Say that only you can help me,
Escape from a life of poverty.

Just take a drive on CTE,
Count the number of all the gantries
Or squeeze a ride on the MRT,
That has not been cleared for ye.

My life since the last GE,
Has been downhill though I voted PAP.
If I vote the same for your sleeping spree,
I can expect the same misery.

So this time round I vote for somebody,
Who will kachiao you to productivity.
Forms fill wrong, no big deal to me,
If there's someone to speak up for Ah Bee.

So dear MP of GRC,
If life no improve, vote u cho si mi??'

the funny dentist

2006-05-08T13:03:00.000+08:00

i went for my dental appointment at the outram there..

kena a funny dentist.
he say i can extract my 3 wisdom tooth out at one go. together with the 4 excess teeth that needs to be removed if i'm doing braces. that will be 7 in one go. i was like "YOU ARE CRAZY!! i'll bleed to death!" he say its common la, but i'm not gona take the chances. heh~!

oh ya. and he floss my teeth for me. hahaha..i can't stop laughing.. coz i so big, no one floss my teeth for me b4. lol

ya anyway, took some pics today.

this is the x-ray of my wisdom teeth. see. its lying horizontally! faint~

found this quite cute. moomoo wit babymoomoo.

last but not least,. my darling moon face! heh heh heh~!~! HAHAHAHH~~!~!
he makes me a happy girl ^_____^ lub ya moon face~!

in search of new template

2006-05-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

hmm.. boring half of the day.

wanted to go swim, but can't find the damn goggles. faint~

trying out the dreamweaver program. getting bored from reading the help. maybe i should just do my usual trial and error. hahaha..

removed the old template..and until i come up with another one, shall juz use the basic one. heh~

yawnz...

haoming haoming.. wat ya doing~ i miss u lots you doh head.

its sunday

2006-05-07T17:40:00.000+08:00

its been a really long time since i posted anything. heh~

its SUPPOSED to be holidays now already.. damnit. thanks to my fever, i gotta wait for the deferred IFO paper.

anyway, that can't keep me from enjoying myself alittle. haha

went to watch MI3 with haoming yday.. its an action packed show..but storyline-wise, it was so so only.

oh ya.. about the elections thing. ITS MY 1sT time going for elections. nothing big though. haha.. went down about 10am with my parents. i was still half asleep coz i went prawning with haoming the night b4 and slept at 7am. faint~

well done WP in hougang. chiam and low.. still the 2 of them only. hahaha..

anyway, sunday today. went to a family friend's daughter's 1yr-old bday party.
had a fun time there. took pics with mahjong king. hahaha.. his name is mah jun kit i think. called him mahjong king since he was young. hahah.. he's still young btw.

then went to my uncle's fish farm. saw a strange snail. so big leh. hahaha..

my dad trying to con us into believing its abalone.

then there is this white "seven star blade" fish. "qi xing dao".. someone left it at my uncle's farm. so pretty and lonely in the big tank.

so we took it home. hahahaha now its swimming happily in the tank with the rest of the family. this is the lower tank.

this is the upper tank. pretty hor? hahaha

mjk's family went to buy worms for their fish..happened to bum into them again.. haha took a few pics b4 we left.

my dad trying to be funny.

anyway, i'm back home. i miss haoming. he's studying at home.

prolly will go swimming with my sis later at tampines pool.

yawnz~

joke of the day

2006-03-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

One day, there was a catastrophic event which caused all living creatures on earth to die. To sort things out, everyone went to heaven. God approaches and says, "I want the men to make two lines. One line for the men who ruled their women on earth and the other line for the men who were ruled by their women. Also, I want all the women to go with St. Peter."

With that said and done, the next time God looked, the women were gone and there were two lines.

The line of men who were ruled by their women was 1000 miles long, and in the line of men who ruled their women, there was only one man. God became angry and said, "You men should be ashamed of yourselves. I created you in my image and you were all whipped by your mates. Look at the only one of my sons who stood up and made me proud. Learn from him! Tell them, my son, how did you manage to be the only one in this line?"

The man replied, "I don't know, my wife told me to stand here."

45 pieces of prawns

2006-03-11T19:18:00.000+08:00

i met haoming on the train and we headed to marina south for bowling 1st. there was a league going on. many ppl there.

luckily got 1 lane for us.. keke..

in short,. bowled like shit. hahaha...

then we walked over to the prawn pool. many ppl there too.. but not many were actually prawning.

i was poking fun at my ah ming.. "GOD-Like huh.. hahaha.." and he always gimme that winning smile.. heeeeeeee...

he managed to land the 1st prawn almost immediately. and those ppl were practically staring and giving us the oh-my-god-how-u-manage-to-catch-the-prawn-so-fast kind of face.

hahaha..

not long, the score was 3-0. me zero >.<

haha..but at the end of the day, i strongly believed the score was almost even, though he thought otherwise. hahaha..

so we took a taxi back to his place for breakfast.

when i got home, i poured out the prawns. a total 45 pieces.

well done. hahaha

i slept until 5+pm. yawnz....

lousy bowling day. haoming went fishing

2006-03-04T03:44:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. my haoming went fishing with small fred.. and i went bowling with my bro and the bowling kakis.. got to know quite a few bowlers today..all friends of jacky.

and i did a fantastic debut. my 1st game, 1st frame,..

well done.

hahaha.. and the games after that were all below expectation! but we played girls vs guys team.. and managed to win ourselves drinks, fries and popcorn chicken. hahahah

the highest game i played was only 170+.. and it was with a 10lb houseball. played spinner. now i'm really tempted to convert to spinner! hahahah!!

as for my dear, he MMSed me his catch. was a jap fish. small but a good fighter.

I WISH I WAS THERE TO FIGHT THE FISH TOOOOOO!!!

heee...anyway, hope he rekindles his passion for fishing..which was once so part of his life. i know he enjoys fishing alot. from that one fishing trip with him, i could already see his enthusiasim and eagerness to terrorise the fishes. ^_<

if it makes him happy =)

wat kind of seducer am i?

2006-03-04T03:43:00.000+08:00

Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.

What Kind of Seducer Are You?

repost on When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms

2006-03-01T02:17:00.000+08:00

juz a repost on one story that always make me tear when i read it.

"When You Divorce Me, Carry Me Out in Your Arms"

On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.

This was the scene of ten years ago.

The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a oarding school.

Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy. But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.

Dew came into my life.

It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her.

Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs. Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so.

I moved Dew s hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her. At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.

However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.

One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.

When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.

Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said.

She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.

She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? . I m serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.

Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.

A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.

She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn t want him to see our marriage was broken.

She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.

I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.

I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.

My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son.
I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.

On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vaguer.

On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.

I didn t tell Dew about this.

I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.

She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.

Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it s time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came
back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old.

I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our life was lack of such intimacy.

I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce. I m serious.

She looked at me, astonished. The she touched my forehead. You got no fever. She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn t love each other any more. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into cry. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.

When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favorite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greeting words on the card. I smiled and wrote, I ll carry you out every morning until we are old.

Escape Theme Park

2006-02-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

my ah dear brought me and my brother to the theme park on saturday.. coz my bro haven been there before.

had a great time there..though 5 of the rides weren't operating..

the best one was the go-kart.. hahaha.. no matter how i chase, i can't catch up with haoming. i zua the accelerator all the way, still cannot pick up speed. end up, he slowed down for me..then let me smell his fumes before speeding away again. hahaha

haoming on the go-kart

me and my brother on the go-kart

then sat the pirate ship.. hahaha.. maybe i too long didn't sit such rides..i almost felt like puking.. hahahah.. screamed my lungs out. the usual phrase "JIU MING AH!!" lol..

we went into the haunted house also.. i think its pretty scary..but i wasn't scared. coz i wasn't even looking up.. hahahhaa i cling onto haoming from behind with my head down..then i follow all the way out without looking up. hahahhaha..

then we went to the game stalls.. changed about $20 worth. my bro won us a huge polar bear. i got a small seal.. and haoming? none! hahahaha.. but we won ourselves a free spin..and got a pair of soft toy dice.

the last ride we went to was the water bumper one.. before we got on, i was telling them, got one of the boat's spray got problem..very little water come out only. hope i dun get that boat.. end up, ya. thanks. i got THAT boat. i put up a very good fight ramming haoming towards the wall. but nevertheless i'm still drenched. i'm the wettest..thanks to the spoilt spray. haha..

after that, we went back by taxi.

then we went to play basketball for awhile.. was very tired by then man.. so we stayed at home for the night.

next day went for breakfast at siglap..after that, slept thru the afternoon.. heehee
after dinner, was watching channel 5..some funny alien show. after that, haoming went home le..

and here i am..trying to study for the damn test tmr..but i think i shall skip it again. we'll see how tmr.

overall, a nice weekend spent with my family and haoming.

thank you dear~! muaks muaks muaks!!

blog re-open

2006-02-25T02:31:00.000+08:00

hmmz... very very VERY long time didn't post already.. have been receiving comments like:

"WAH! ur under construction so long one ah??!"

or..

"u SURE u'r doing anything to your blog? u closed it isit?"

or....

"u scared kena sue for blogging rubbish isit?"

-.-"

hahaha.. no la.. i really wanted to revamp the blog template.. but haven found the time and mood to do so. ALSO.. somebody still owes me photos which i wanted to use as the backdrop for my template. THAT was the original reason why the blog was closed for so long.

anyway.. ya.. here i am again... using someone else's skin for the time being until i gather enough mood to design my own template. =)

life has been good to me so far.. other than the fact that my mum was hospitalised for more than a month (for those of u who didn't know..ya..she had viral infection of the brain) now my mum is back home already. a big thank you to all those who had visited and also to those who had whispered a prayer for her.

hmm..as i'd mentioned, life has been good so far. generally, i'm a happy girl. =)

yes, i've passed the [22] signboard. can really feel that age is catching up on me! kinda reluctant to admit that i'm such a big girl already.. hahahahaa

anyway, do stay tuned.. now that i've got a cam-phone (courtesy of my darling) which can upload pics into the comp, there'll be more strange or funnny things that i'll be able to update.

BEWARE: u peeps who like to bully me/disturb me/give silly theories.. u might juz find yourself on my page.. keke.. ^_<

results are out

2005-12-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. been long time since i posted here.. the blog is still down.. sianz.. no mood to do it up.. no photos also leh.. CHARLENE!!! hahaha...

anyway, reuslts are out today.. i barely passed RM! lol

marks this sem are very disappointing.. seriously very disappointing..

i tot could hab gotten at least 1 HD.. but NO! not even one.. not even anywhere close to 1. hahahahhaahaha

so here it is,. 1 DI , 2 CR , 1 PA . SAME AS LAST SEM!!

grr...

i'm in dangerous water man... i've got to score another 2 HDs or 4 DIs to get the cert of distinction.. sianz.. its almost unreachable! lol!!

but still, i will try my best!

hmmz. i kinda miss haoming.. i still miss him even he's in sg already..

every time i meet him seems like the 1st time i meet him when he came back. hahhaa

so strange eh?

hope it continues..

i'm glad to have him. ^_<

i passed the M5

2005-11-25T18:10:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. some of u muz be wondering where i've disappeared to. keke..

its not that i M.I.A coz haoming is back... at least, not totally becoz of that. haha..

k la.. i've been busy trying to study for the damn M5 exam.. haha..

wat's M5? its got to do with insurance one.. after i pass M5, M9 and HI, then i'm licensed to sell insurance le..

hahaha... though i highly doubt that i will sell la.. but who knows right? keke

yupz.. i've passed the M5 today.. was really REALLY worried about the paper.. up till the night b4 the paper, i was still failing the mock exams online.

jian jian was online trying to help me out.. hahaha.. coz i printscreen the qns from the mock exam, then sent it to him to help me do. lol..

muz thank donald too.. coz he helped me with a few qns.. and samuel too. hahahhaa..

overall.. the actual paper was easier than i tot..

still.. thank God i passed! ^_< so happy!! heeheee

now, muz start studying for the M9 paper le!!

its next tuesday.. so u see.. i'm not busy companying bf ok for those of u who tot so. hurrr... i'm studying! =/

^_<

haoming is back!!

2005-11-20T09:15:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. my ah ming is finally back in sg! heeheEE!!! for those of u crazy KAEPOH ppls out there wondering where we went... hahaha... ok..ahem.. we went prawning.. HAHAHAH FOR THE THIRD TIME! yes. i know.. hahaha laugh all u wan man! 3 times i meet him, 3 times we go prawning! hahahahaha!!! can die. but it was fun.

i shan't say too much! WAHAHHAHH!! =P

really enjoyed myself. really very happy to have him back ^_______^

*over the moon* hahahaha

blog under renovation

2005-11-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. its been awhile since i posted. anyway, my blogsite is under renovation.. but i'm not doing anything new to it at the moment.. hahaha..

hmmz.. lets see.. i've been on the bed most of the time..i'm usually out of bed BY 4pm everyday. heh heh..

today i woke up earlier..and cycled out to the interchange to buy 4D. so hardworking. but in the end, also never kena. -.-

hmmz.. nothing much happen nowadays..coz i'm usually at home, either sleeping, watching shows, or reading the damn M5 book. keke.. i'm only at chapter 2!! GRrr my exam is on 25th. my ah ming will be back on the 19th.. WHERE GOT MOOD TO STUDY!?? hahaha.. bad time.

anyway, boring day today. nothing much happened execpt quarrelling with my parents coz i didn't wan to go for a wedding dinner. -.- haiz.. nvm.

yupz.. thats all for today. nothing interesting..

outing wit monk again

2005-11-13T03:52:00.000+08:00

suppose to go for a job interview today..with my monk friend. we did go down, but it was a wasted trip..coz they needed full-timers. -.-'' but the guy in-charge was kind enough to explain that the job needed us to be stationed overseas during events.. and he advised that we should concentrate on our last lap of studies. so.. regrefully, we left the place grumbling..

BUT! heh heh.. to compensate ourselves for making the effort down "so early".. WE WENT SHOPPING! Wahaha!! after having lunch at a small chicken rice stall, we headed down to far east.

i was complaining i dun dress correctly.. and i'm suppose to be shopping for heels at this age. NOT SHOES! or flip flops.. suppose to be wearing more femine clothes now.. not 3/4s and huge t-shirts or huge windbreakers.. how am i gona survive when i go out to work next time?! i can't even carry a handbag properly! or put on proper make-up! Wahahah!!! nothing much at far east.. haha..so we headed down towards tangs.

while walking,. we saw many ppl carrying this orangy coloured can drink. we were thinking muz be got some promotion or something..then, we saw this tent full of the cans. got some promoters giving away FREE cans of drink! WAHAH! so we walked over to get a can each and settle down for a puff. ^_< its a new flavour F&N drink. Mango. not too bad..since its free. WAHAH!!

then, we continued on our window shopping.. from Tangs,. to Takashimaya,. to Heerens and finally last stop at Plaza Sing.

came across quite a few interesting stuff.. and shirts! keke.. the top of the list would be this. SNOREEZE!

its a sweet that helps prevent u from snoring. i was like WOW!

Snoreeze Oral Strips are a blend of micro-encapsulated natural oils designed to reduce the vibrations that causes the snoring noise.

Placed onto the roof of the mouth, the oral strips dissolve into the throat tissues. The vitamins and oils in the strips tone the tissue that vibrate and cause the snoring noise. New Snoreeze Oral Strips have been developed to relieve snoring effectively and give you and your partner a peaceful night's sleep.

taken from their website: http://www.snoreeze.com/uk/
check it out man.. they even come in the form of throat spray. wahaha!!
has anyone tried it before? isit really effective? keke.. i may need it.

hmmz.. other than this, nothing too interesting caught my eyes..other than the shirt monk bought. wats written on his shirt? "you don't ask me. i don't know" direct chinese translation. keke..
other than that, we also came across this shirt which says "For God's sake, stop smoking!" hahahaha.. imagine smokers wearing THAT shirt,smoking. WAHAHHA!!! insane!
almost wanted to buy it. keke..

anyway, had a fun time walking..walk until leg pain sia! hahaha

mahjong day

2005-11-11T20:52:00.000+08:00

met up with those 3 boys at cityhall on wednesday..initially is i meet daniel to go buy present for his brother. then we called samuel along for dinner, then raphael also came along. keke..

one thing about guys. they know wat they wan to buy. straight and direct route to the shop, buy, and mission accomplished. i've seen an email b4 about the way females and males shop. got 2 pictures of the routes they take. if i find it, i'll post it.

so after buying the stuff, we walked over to marina square for dinner.
raph ordered so much dim sum..almost couldn't finish.. end up muz force me to swallow the last piece. hahaha..

then at first tot of watching DOOM the movie..but raphael say play mahjong. he and samuel were giving me n daniel a rough overview of the different ways to play. damn funny.. hahaha.. so in the end, we headed down to his place by taxi coz he very gan jiong. HAHAHA..

i shall not say too much about the mahjong.. haha.. RAPHAEL ALWAYS PICK ON ME!!! hahaha.. kena alot of scoldings from him coz i always PONG IN THE MIDDLE and kill his ka longs.. hahahaha!!! wat to do... beginers mah.. me and daniel always pong pong hu.. hahaha!!! samuel also gek sim. haha coz we tend to hu small small.. their cards make until nice nice le.. then we hu first. hahaha!! =P sorry guys!

overall, net winnings : $5. hahahah!!!
from lose money, to win money, to lose money to overall no win no lose. keke

we went to eat prata at bencoolen..and saw this funny guy with his INITIAL D car. lol!! damn funny. lol..

cute right? lol

alright.. nothing much for the day.. nothing much for the next day,which is today. hahaha.. rot at home.. my friend jio me play mahjong..but i dare not go and scare them with my mj skills.. hahahah

hmm.. i composed a new song. but no lyrics for it yet.. sounds like a sad song again. hahaha.. shall put in lyrics soon..when the feeling comes. haha.

cha cha liang cha + cheryl's bday

2005-11-07T00:30:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. went to bedok 218 again for good meal.. coz my aunt's mother-in-law came to visit from hongkong. she's one interesting lady.. drinks beer during meals. hahaha..
she used to send stamps to me when i was younger.. and yday when she saw me, she was like "OMG SHE IS SO BIG ALREADY! SHE'S TALLER THAN ME!!" in cantonese that is.. i was smiling and trying to use watever limited cantonese vocab i have. hahaha...

haha.. the food was good.. ate quite abit. then..the drinkstall helper came to take orders. is a non-chinese. they were all ordering when i suddenly heard "CHA CHA".. then i "HUH?? WAT IS CHA CHA?" out loud.. hahaha... then my sis and cousin beside me were all laughing out so badly... saying that i'm so bad coz i laugh at the guy. heyz...come on man.. i wasn't the one laughing at him! i was merely asking wat CHA CHA waS! GRR... they keep laughing and laughing and laughing... buay tahan them..

then i realised it was JIA JIA LIANG CHA! -.- hello.. not very funny lor.. when the drinks came, they still laughing.. and the poor guy smiled sheepishly.. and everytime he walk pass our table,. my cousin and sister juz start laughing again.. hahaha horrible!

okay..nothing much happen after that..

then at 5+am in the morning, i suddenly woke up from tummyache! i tot i was dreaming that i had tummyache! lao sai until very jia lat.. i tot food poisoning again..
when i finished, it was 6.07am! poor asshole. hahaha

i met eileen and her "THE BOYFRIEND" at heartland mall b4 going over to cheryl's bday celebration at her blk downstairs.. hahaha..
when we got there, already got quite alot of relatives there. charlene was there too.. then cecilia came too. TOOPID RINA!!!!! din come again!! GRRrr!!!

we had a good time laughing about alot of things.. the major laugh i remembered was when eileen's the boyfriend tried to emphasize that i was lame by saying

"WAH! TODAY THE SUN VERY BRIGHT HOR?"

.. hahahaha.. in the end,. i blurted back..

"OF COURSE LA! TODAY SUNDAY LEH!"

hahahahaha...i know its lame. hahaha.. but i din think so much leh. it juz came to my mind. hahaha!! eileen say its juz innate. lol..

we helped to cut the cake for cheryl..in the end kena sabo by charlene..got cream on my face!! *faints* hahaha.. charlene!! YOUR BIRTHDAY AGAIN U'R GONA GEDDIT FROM ME!! hahahahaha!!!!!

then after that, eileen's the boyfriend sent us to rina's house..deliver cake to her house.. RINA!!!!! U BETTER BE GUILTY! HAHAHahahah!!
then eileen's the boyfriend sent me home.

got home, went to gym.. after few weeks of not running.. i suddenly couldn't run anymore man.. not that i can't run la.. juz that i can't keep the pace. for the 1st time,.. i barely finished 2.5km in 20mins! -.- can die right?! GRRr!!!

nothing much happen for the rest of the day though.. gona watch show now perhaps..

why do i blog?

2005-11-05T17:29:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. i read the monk's blog juz now.. and decided to answer to "why do i blog?"

hmmz.. the phrase he always use on me Quantity over Quality hahaha.. not that i strongly disagree..but watever i blog, IS quality to me..but it may not be the case for people who read it. anyway, the reason i started blogging wasn't to get noticed, become some famous blogger or anything. the thing is, i used to write diaries..as in..yes..the kind with small locks. hahaha

i used to write them religiously everyday.. reason being, i've got a goldfish memory. wat i call it? "Severe Memory Disfunctionability".. i didn't know my condition was that bad until i went thru the diaries..and realised i had forgotten alot alot alot of stuff that happened to me in the past. there are names which i can't put a face to. there are incidents which i can't remember happened. when did i start writing diaries? 30july 1998. my last entry was 29thdec 2001.
why did i stop then? coz i didn't wan to write down all the sad sad incidents that happened to me anymore.

hmmz.. it was until "blogging" started. initially i din tot of blogging. my sis was the one who was very into blogging. it was almost addictive! she had to blog everyday!! it was like an invisible rule that once u start, u must blog everyday without fail. for her that is. hahaha then when was my 1st blog entry? 20may 2004.

then after writing so much, i still haven answer why i start to blog? hahaha..
ok..it was actually the ability to edit html of blogs that caught my attention. haha.. its true. i love to experiment with html. i'm not exactly good at it. in fact, i'm really juz a beginner. i cut and paste scripts, tags, edit them, trial and error, looks good, ok. i would love to learn how to use macromedia flash man! the whole macromedia thing in fact. i had tried to set up a webpage using geocities b4 i had my blog. its kinda outdated now.. but its still there.
www.love-at-2nd-sight.cjb.net can go check it out. nothing much in there though. prolly gona revamp it when i got the time..since the "at-2nd-sight" has so much more meaning to it now.. heehee..

so there u hav it.. reason why i started blogging. it was never to catch the attention of readers. in fact, i dun think many people read my blog..other than my friends.. haha.. to me, this blog is juz to keep memories of things that happen in my life. if i had a digicam, i'd take down all the photos of things around me everyday. heehee

until then, i shall juz continue taking down little parts of my life and hopefully if got chance, print them out to keep in hard copy one day. yes i know its silly. stop laughing! hahaha..

new friendster profile

2005-11-04T17:46:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. had been nua-ing at home whole day.. so i decided to give the friendster profile css thing a try. went to check out the css tutorials.. but know shit about it. haha..so i stuck with trial and error. haha..

check out the profile here. haha.. it has the same background as the blog. *you can see my dear take centre stage there.* haha.. about time i go find another background.. kinda boring to see my face all the time also. hahahahahahaha..

hmmz.. didn't really have a good day yday until juz now.. dun wana say much about it le. i'm juz glad the skies have cleared..

finally exams over

2005-11-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

ho ho! finally! after a long battle with notes, textbooks, past year papers, tutorials and more notes.. THE EXAMS ARE OVER!!! for now that is.

hmmz.. got so much to blog about.. duno where to start again man.. hmmz.. ok..
i shall juz type wat ever comes to mind la..

hmmz ok.. Risk management paper was a tragedy! was studying so so hard for it man! we even stayed out on saturday..until sunday evening! kao! all gone down to waste leh! actually, the paper was easier than all those questions that we had been practicing!! guess where we had been "camping" on saturday? hahaha!! AT SMU LEH!! lol!! hahaha we INVADED SMU!! WAhaha!! lemme show u the evidence! keke!!

power right?! keke

hmmz.. ok.. something interesting happened on one of the days but can't remember when. there was this uncle.. walked up to my table juz when samuel left for the toilet. then he asked me to give him a piece of paper and a pen. i was stunned.. but i juz gave him 1 paper and he took the pen from the table.
then he walked to the table behind me and sat down. i dare not really turn back to see wats going on. daniel gave me the huh-wat-the-hell face.. lol

then, the uncle walked back to my table,gave me the paper and said, "u all shouldn't study that one la.. study this one better.."

hahaha..

ok.. hmmz.. can't remember much le leh.. oh ya.. and the $3 rice. duno leh.. me n daniel felt cheated by the aunty. haha..

hmm.. wat else happened ah.. can't really remember le.. had been studying alot thats all.

macro paper was crap.. haha.. juz hope i din't do too badly.. I JUZ HOPE I PASS MY RISK MANAGEMENT!!!!!! i did something silly also man. suppose to write the mcq answers ON the question paper itself. but i wrote it in the answer booklet. heng an invigilator walked past.. then saw it. lucky she told me. if not i hand up the blank mcq booklet! WAHAH!! ZERO MARKS! then really gonez!!! hahaha

oh and i had a pretty good meal on the last day of exams.. my dad's friend kena 4D..then treat our family and quite a few more ppl ( 21 ppl altogether ) to dinner at Thai Village Seafood. each of us had a small claypot of sharksfin.. the rest of the meal quite nice too.. the bill came up to $900+. haha.. i took pic of the sharksfin. next time then upload. keke..

nice way to end the exams ba..

damn sianz now leh.. nothing much to do le.. i kinda miss studying...

3 papers down.. 2 more to go!!

2005-10-28T00:44:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. its been a few days since i'd posted. where shall i start.... hahaha..

ok.. we were at our usual place studying on monday.. then end up we all went to watch the toto roll. HAHAHA!! coz juz upstairs.. and i'm very impressed with the way raphael gambles man! guess wat we did. *samuel's idea from duno who* we took 3 days worth of 4D and took down the last 2 digits if they fall inside 45. WAHAH!! juz nice got 7 numbers!hahaha!! then raph went to buy. came back, he drew another set and went to buy again! lol!! then it was time to go in. i was so excited man.. hahaha.. and we agreed that i should be the youngest in the whole room! WAHAH!! we were there laughing.. wat if we kena millions... then tmr's paper can't concentrate! go into do the NPV.. relevant costs : new car.. new house.. etc.. hahaha!!!! we were given a paper to write either the results or your own numbers.. keke.. guess wat i did?

waah la! keke..

maybe thats why my numbers din come out! booo hooo!! hahaha

after that, we were doing last minute MCQ.. do until very late.. luckily samuel's buddy, alex, came down and sent me n samuel home. Thanks Alex!

i reach home le..then was online with my ah dear..until very early morning.. keke..
think i slept about 6am.. and poor him..he continued to stay up so that he can give me morning call at 8.30am. THANK YOU DEARDEAR!! but end up, the "real morning call" was from AH DEAR's MUMMY. wahhaha!! i shan't disclose the details here.. wahahhaha!!!

okay.. so i went to school early to revise with samuel n raphael. last minute, was super confused about alot of things man!! stoopig raphael with his raphael theorems! hahaha its like.. u can't convince, try to confuse! lol so, i juz gave up reading the notes. juz go in n face watever comes..

when the paper was given out, with the back page facing up,. i was laughing to myself.. keke.. i saw "through" the paper.. that is a theory qn which i did not touch! wahah!! i tot to myself "okay dead! one down."

but when i turn over the paper, i was like ... OMG! WTH!! -.-

the paper wasn't exactly EASY... bottom line is, we overstudied. -.-

wahahahahahahaha!!! but i made 3 very silly mistakes already. one major one.. NPV.. and 2 STOOPID MCQs!!! i think too much! wahahha!!

damn crap! lol.. me n samuel was out 1st..had to wait for the other 2..take so long! hahaha...

my monk friend is the best! we think he's the only one in the whole hall who did the reward/risk ratio in place of CAPM!!!! WHAHAHAHAAH!!!! SO EXTRA!!! LEcheRouS and UnOrThordox method! one and only! WAHAHAH!!!

hmmz..we stayed behind to study price theory after dinner.. wah.. i keep complaining IF ONLY I HAD ANOTHER DAY!!!! i'm studying the minimum u know! totally crap! lolz!!

next day, was at paradiz again.. hahaha... there is like our 2nd home now.. lolz!!

my dear dear going to sydney to walk walk.. sob sob!! go without me! keke!! nvm la.. also good..coz can take more pics let me see!! keke!!

hmmz.. so i spent the whole night preparing for the stoopid monopoly's theory part.

morning, i dragged myself to school to revise b4 the paper..haven't even fully prepared for the 6 questions! wahaha!! end up had to ask samuel teach me the last qn!
THANKS SAMUEL!! keke..

okay.. the paper. hmmz.. its not exactly easy. i'm juz glad i stayed up the night b4.. coz monopoly came out ALL THEORY!! WAHAHA!! the 1st person i tot of was Daniel! coz we were discussing monopoly calculation questions the day b4.. and from past yr paper trends.. this yr SHOULD come out calculations with abit theory at the end! end up? ALL THEORY! WAHAH!! Daniel say if come out theory then "hong gan already" hahaha!!!

again, me and samuel come out 1st.. got to wait for raphael n daniel..hahaha!!

and guess wat? HAHAHAH our poor raphael was complaining that he got no time to finish. at 1st we were saying that he prolly wrote too much! in the end,. we found out it was becoz he did 4 qns from part A!! SUPPOSE TO DO 3 ONLY!! LOLZ!! *faintZ!*
hahahahaha...we went for dinner then couldn't stay to study RM le.. i was pretty stone by then. hahaha..

overall review of the 2 papers.. not too badly done. hopefully pricetheory can score HD and biz finance can get DI at least. keke.. ^_<

my ah dear in sydney now.. DEAR JI DIAN HUI LAI?? hahahah!!^_<

" eh haoming call u!" + Charlene's bday

2005-10-24T12:20:00.000+08:00

hmmz..i went to paradiz to study again on sunday. after breakfast, was feeling super super sleepy.. muz be becoz of the day b4..coz me n samuel was studying from 4am to 9am+ at west coast mac! WAHahh!! thanks to his buddy alex who drove us there. i cleared oligopoly and part of game theory. quite happy man!! keke

ok back to yday. actually its my 2nd time typing this! coz the damn IE got problem. it juz closed of when i was about to post yday. NVM -.-

ya anyway.. yes.. was feeling sleepy after breakfast! was reading the notes but nothing got into my head, so i told samuel that i need to take a nap b4 i can continue. and so, i did.

not long later, i was in "deep" slumber.. hahaha.. AND GUESS WAT OUR DEAR SAMUEL DID??? HE DREW ON MY FINGER NAILS!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!! and the thing is, i din even budge! wahah!!! i even din realised it! totally K.O man! and woke up to find my FINGERNAILS kena vandalised!

but even so, i still plonked on the table to continue napping.. coz really couldn't concentrate at all.. think i slept for about half hour!

samuel tried to wake me up..but i refuse to wake up.. so guess wat he did again?!!

He used his hp to call me and exclaimed :

"EH! HAOMING CALL YOU!!!"

WAH! i juz jumped up man!! only to find him laughing his head off. WTH!!!! wahahaha!!! i really tot my deardear call me! >.< hurh!!!! then again, it worked la. i was fully awake! -_- hahaha!!!

so we continued on Price Theory with Daniel.. luckily managed to uncover the steps to calculations for monopoly.. hahaha! good work guys!

so we were doing PT until Raphael came..then we went on to do Biz Finance paper together.

do do do until it was time for me to go meet my primary school clique. it was Charlene's birthday!!!!

so i rushed off to meet cheryl and charlene at PS. btw,. i din know the bakerzin at PS was gone! lol!! they also din know. i reached there, i called them.

"eh where are u all?"

"oh in toilet.. meet u outside the bakerzin"

"?!?! WHERE'S THE BAKERZIN?!! how come no bakerzin!??! i tot it was here! become TCC!!"

WAHahaha!! ya.. so i went up to find them near esprit.. and we decided on Crystal Jade in the end.

took quite a few photos.. until eileen came.. juz nice for the food! hahaha!

then during dinner, they were asking me to tell story! WAHHAHAHAHA!!!

The Story Of Ah Ming and Ah Toot!

AHHAHAHAH!!!

then after dinner, we went to Bakerzin at Raffles City.

we were like making the most noise in there! Wahahah!! when charlene's cake came, we made her pose with the cake.. silly poses.. but very cute la! hahaha!!
then we got the waiter to take pic for us..

then cheryl was asking us to guess the age of one not-bad-looking waiter. HAHAH!!
my guess was 17-18.. i also dun care la! keke!! we were waiting for our dessert to be served. i think they forgot about it! lolz!! then cheryl was asking ME to go and ask that boy how old is he! WAHAHAHAHAH!!! WTH!!! lucky she din dare me!! i'd really go n ask! hahahahahaha!!!

when dessert finally arrived, "RING RING!!" keke.. my ah ming called me.. so i boing boing boing my way outside to talk to ah dear.. heeheehee!!

when i got back in, they were like "SORRY~~!! hahahah!!" they feasted on my souffle le.. hahahaha!! eileen was saying.. "aiyah.. she dun need eat le la.." HAHAHahha!! ya lor..quite true.. keke... ^_____________________^

we had a great time laughing and talking man.. and we learnt a few new words!! WAHaha!! ESPRIT AND CONFUSE AND CONVINCE and EDUCATION!!! WAHAHA! thanks to our dear teacher Cheryl!

ok.. ESPRIT is pronunced as ESPREE!! with the silent T! HAHAHA!! charlene was saying if i pronunce correctly, she'll buy me that esprit bag she bought for her friend. nice leh! cheryl said it was a very "michelle" bag. HAHAHAH!!
then next is CONFUSE. its pronunced as KERNfuse! WAHAHAH!!! and Convince is KERNvince! LOL!! damn funny!! then was the Education! suppose to be eduCAtion! HAHAh!! had a good time laughing about it man!

we asked for the bill, and charlene realised that they keyed in her cake 4 times!! wth! hahaha.. then when that boy bring her the final corrected receipt.. she asked him bluntly "how come got mistake huh?" .. then he say "oh..coz i key in wrongly." wahahha!!! we can't help laughing man! hahahaha!! poor kid muz be traumatized! lol!!

then we went to toilet to take more pics.. WAHAH!!! after that, charlene sent us home. she borrowed her aunt's car for today.. keke..

its been awhile since i've met up with them..i think since my bday! wahaha!! but once in awhile got bump into them individually..
anyway, really had a great time out with the girls.. this clique had been together for a damn long time le man!! really happy that we're still together. and RINA CHOO!! if u'r reading this!! U BETTER MEET UP WITH US SOON MAN!! IF NOT U BETTER RUN WHEN U SEE ME IN SIM! Wahahahaha!!!

now, back to the notes le! biz finance paper on tuesday!!! its the last lap le!! MUZ JIA YOU!!! at the end of it,.. got big reward!! keke

^___________________________________________________^

HAPPY 1st MONTH ANNIVERSARY

2005-10-21T16:30:00.000+08:00

heehee.. i wana take this chance to wish my haoming happy 1st month anniversary! time flies man..so fast 1 month le.. i wonder how we manage to tahan the distance apart. feels quite terrible sometimes hor? especially when we miss each other until can't concentrate on other things. hahaha

but anyway, juz wana thank you for being such a goot boy. heehee!! really very happy to be wit u leh.. can't wait to hav u back in singapore! heehee!! u really muz compensate me for having to live without u for one month!! hahaha!! juz jokin..

but really la.. u made me a very happy girl. ^________________^

i love you to bits man!!

WAT TIME U COMING HOME?? hahahahahah!!! i miss you like crazy already la!! heehee!!

dear.. really lub u k.. we still got countless months together.. heehee..

muaks muaks muaks !!

inter-con 2005

2005-10-21T16:07:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. went to study with those peeps on wednesday b4 going for the inter-con..
oh man.. i really hate risk management! hahaha.. but thankfully, sorta cleared it.. and i'm on to price theory now! JIA YOU MAN!

ok the inter-con.. hmmz.. when i entered the alley, i was like huh... so many familar faces.. so many hustlers there.. lolz!! was kinda nervous though..coz its my 1st time taking part.

into the 1st game, i was still abit panicky.. coz u look left, look right.. strikes majiam like free one.. hahaha.. i made silly mistakes here and there. and stoopid alex was always scarying me with his near hits. hahaha.. heart really can drop man! lolz!! and i was telling him, how come other teams cheer for their female bowler, but me dun have.. >.< hahahaha!! he say he'll stand on the chair and cheer if i can strike home. hahahaha..

the 1st game was not too bad.. i had a 194. we were 4th place. but 2nd game was a tragedy! so many misses.. and the last frame was a split. ended up with a 141!!! i was like again.. really can die man.. suddenly morale so low.. can't strike can't spare.. and the stupid split juz killed it all.

so.. being the cleber me.. hahaha.. took my hp and ran to the back to call my ah ming dear! heeheeheee.. everything juz turns right with him. heeheee..

the last game was a memorable one. i had striked on the 9th frame.. and b4 i went for my final frame, i turn around n gave alex that "heh-heh-heh-remember-wat-u-say-about-standing-on-the-chair-and-cheer" kind of smile. haha..
so i went. STRIKE!!!
phew! one down. haha.. then i went again.. STRIKE!! keke.. 2 down..
when i was standing on the approach for the final throw.. i wasn't confident actually.. coz i was laughing inside. hahaha.. but nvm. i juz went. STRIKE!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHHAHAHAH!!!! I REALLY STRIKED HOME!! 4-in-a-row! WOOOT!!! final score : 214 !
then i turned around and smile gleefully... hahaha.. and that alex really ran up the chair and clapped for me.. HAHAHAHAHHA!!! silly! hahaha.. i was juz joking la.. but really felt good to end of the tourny on a good note.

overall the team didn't really do well..coz of the 2nd game. but we had fun. really enjoyed bowling with them. team spirit man! wasted i dun hav digi cam.. if not i'll take pic of the team. >.<

hmmz..but quite sad that we din qualify though.. came in 8th place in the overall standings.. would really have been a good experience if can qualify man.. nvm! we'll try again next year! heehee!!

yupz.. so thats all for the inter-con 2005. its back to the books and notes!!!

my next paper is on the 25thoct!!! muz chiong already man!!

ohz.. and my dear dear is coming back on the 19th Nov!!! WOOOOOO HOOOO!!!!!!! HAPPY!!
^___________________________________^
heh heh.. 29days and counting!! keke HAPPY!!!! DEARIE I MISS YOU !!!!

hate risk management

2005-10-19T03:24:00.000+08:00

oh man.. had a horrible day studying risk management.. really got to thank my study group for being so patient with me. i was so lost man. stupid FX swaps! interest rates swaps almost killed me the day before. today kena slaughter by FX! wahahaha!!

hee..luckily today my dear called me in the afternoon. always give me an energy boost. keke.. thankew dearie!

really can die! and i have not started studying for the last 2 papers! price theory and macro2! HAIZ!!!!! those 2..though econs is my stronger subject, i am not confident this round. coz too many concepts i've yet to agree with myself.

and i was laughing about something the day b4. about IS-LM models etc.. the guys were talking about how to cure unemployment or inflation using monetary policy or fiscal policy? can. i know how to explain. but not using IS-LM model! wAHAHAHAH!! but the bullk of macro2 is about IS-LM!! Wahahah!! crap! nvm.. those who dun take econs will prolly think i'm talking about islam. no. its IS-LM. hahaha..

anyway, tmr is the day. the inter-constituency bowling competition. original plan was alex come pick me up from my house then go down together. but coz i really need to revise somemore, so i asked alex come pick my balls up today.. then i go dwn to marina, then he pick me up from there. keke.. he was telling me i muz rest! so tmr can perform! wahahaha!! funny guy. he said he went to bowl on saturday, and his score was 110+. wahahaha! i told him dont do that to me tmr man. can die. hahahaha!!

alrighty! i'm off to bed! i can't do the FX tutorials anymore! SUPER DUPER confused! poor samuel had to draw out n explain to me thru msn. but i still super confused! WAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! BID/OFFER = LEND/BORROW then ? TERM/COMMODITY? wahhh!! can die can die!! HELP!!!! tmr then continue le!

WISH ME LUCK FOR THE COMP MAN! hope the team do well! ^_<

bowled with alex finally

2005-10-15T21:47:00.000+08:00

hahaha.. hmmz.. i finally met up with the someone whom i had been searching for for 7 years. wahahahaha.. and in a way, my silent wish that was made 7 years ago came through : i finally got to bowl with him. LOL!! heh! not badz okay.. that time when i made that wish, i still duno how to bowl one leh.. 7 years later, i'll be playing along side with him for a tournament. lolz! i told him that his style still never change, even after 7 years! hahahaha all of us had a good laugh about it.

he's a very nice guy. and funny one indeed. he'll make a very good team leader. lolz.. i didn't know we had common friends. juz proves to me again that bowling circle is really very small. keke..

THATS WHY... its harder for someone from the pond to meet someone from the alley. kekeke.. hor dear? heeheeee

good time studying

2005-10-14T02:59:00.000+08:00

met up with samuel to study biz finance in school for the past few days.

for being such a "HaRdWorKiNg" gal, i rewarded myself with mac BREAKFAST!! haha.. its been a LONG time since i'd eaten mac BREAKFAST! lolz.. was feeling stone-ish that day,.so i made my name out of hotcakes! wahahah!!

today, we went to meet daniel and ralphael to dig our graves together.. hahaha
had quite a good time studying with them. juz look at the table man.. hahaha.. u can't see the table top.

got one very funny thing occured while studying. hahaha..

give u some background story 1st.

yday.. i was checking with samuel if the beta for risk-free asset is zero.
he was like
* ok.. beta is the sensitivity of the security's returns to the market's returns.. in other words, risk*

so he was explaining.. Risk-FREE asset.. so there isn't any risk. of course beta is zero la.. ta dah! i was enlightened! haha.. felt quite silly la.. haha.. but at least now i know. ..

then, TODAY.. halfway thru studying, daniel looked up and asked..
"eh wats the beta for risk-free asset?"

then i looked at samuel.. WAAAAHAHAHAHHAAH!!! i'm not the only one afterall! HAHAHA!
then it was my turn to say..
Risk-FREE asset.. so there isn't any risk. of course beta is zero la..

then he was so enlightened.. HAHAAHA... juz like me...

wahahaaa.... THEN... towards the end of the day.. Ralphael looked up.
"eh.. beta for risk-free asset is zero ah?"...

BAAAHAHAHAH!!!! WAHAHHA!!! damn funny... that look on our faces.. hahaha.. can't use words to describe man.. seriously.. hahahahaha

anyway, had a good time studying with them today.. very gootz! hahaha!

tmr will be another grave digging day! wooo hoooo!! jia you everyone!!

hope i can take it

2005-10-12T09:08:00.000+08:00

sometimes i really admire myself. i've had less than 4 hrs of sleep over the last 2 days. *applause please*

i juz hope my body dun give way at the wrong time.

i'll be in school again today. hope i'll have another fruitful day. really no time already. sigh..

thank you daddy for lending me the car. then again, which means i can't take a nap on the way there. i still can also la.. but hahahaha.. juz joking.

haiz.. very tired. both mentally and physically.

someone pls kill me..

the day ended horribly

2005-10-12T04:18:00.000+08:00

had a fruitful day studying today..and i was quite happy that i passed my crazy macro test.

but sad to say, the day didn't end properly.

when i got home, found out haoming not feeling well again. haiz..

sigh.. then, some other stuff also happen all at one time.

really gona break down soon..

not a good time for all these...my paper is 5 days away.. really not a good time. sigh...

haiz.. but i've sorta cleared some long standing question marks in my head. left a few.. but dun think i wana go question, doubt, or ask any further from another party. no reason for it anymore anyway. even if i got the answers, also doesn't make much a difference to the outcome anymore. hurt can't be undone.

i'm juz lost. totally.

kinda sad in some ways also.

sigh..

now is not the time.. really. why muz such things always happen to me during crucial periods?.. why..... haiz.....

damn pissed

2005-10-10T13:48:00.000+08:00

really damn pissed off today. my maid threw away ALL my postcards juz becoz my dad told her to! WTF! ALL LEH! even my initial D preview tix inside! ALSO THROW! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn blardee irritating can! i put them inside my addidas shoe box.. din even take up THAT much of space! WTF LA!... really damn pissed!

no mood study la! KAO!

really damn irritated until can cry man! i keep all those postcards from all over sg de.. got a few i REALLY like one.. DAMN LA!

#@$%%^&&***(*&()^%$^#$&*%^&*^&)#*$#*%&^$)*&^#$&%)#$&%*#)&^*&%^$%

really damn irritated!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and wats the lamest excuse i can get from my maid?

"oh that time u still staying at kevin house, din come back. so i didn't ask u then throw away already."

FARK YOU! that time the initial D movie when?! WAH KAO! think i SMALL KID AH!?

somemore, THAT addidas shoebox is after the breakup then my dad bought me the shoe one! WTF! WAT LAME EXCUSE IS THAT?!

and my dad! WTF! say those things take up space! WTH LA! THE SHOE BOX IS STILL IN THAT ROOM! AT THAT PLACE! JUZ WITHOUT THE CARDS NOW! WTH!

i really hate it when ppl throw my stuff away without asking! WTF LA!

really spoils my mood! really.. my blood boiling now!

don't think i can study today man! really damn pissed! all those postcards of mine! SIGH! SIGH! SIGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn sad.

Quidam outing

2005-10-10T01:15:00.000+08:00

went to watch Quidam today. my mum had free tix, so i went with them. keke..

its quite good. perhaps coz its my 1st time watching circus! HAHAHAHA

i like the part on the audience participation. hahaha.. damn crap..but damn funny too! hmmz.. the stunts were alright.. and the headless giant scared the shit out of me when he stood there for the 1st time. got a shock man! hahahaha..

the music was not bad too.. but really.. i still dun understand wats the whole quidam about. keke.. haha.. there's a girl,. with her parents.. then all those dances, running around,. means wat ah? hahahaha

but anyway,. nice to watch la. IF ITS FREE! hahaha.. our tix worth $120+ each! haha.. but i'd rather keep the money though. keke

then after the show, we saw the PM Lee and his wife Ho Ching. hahahaha.. got body guards escott them out. din know they in the same time slot as us. hahaha..

anyway, after the show, went home to get our stuff to go gym.

today really run like crazy,. step like crazy,. lift like crazy! hahahah!! cant stand it man! suddenly feel damn lazy and fat after 2 weeks without gym. cannot le! keke.. my sis n mum was saying i looked so pale and purple when i was running. hahah... i din care la. coz i still could run..

after that, went back to pick up the boys. *my dad n bro* haha.. then went out for dinner le.. paulfoo ordered carrot cake! BASKET! damn tempting! hahah .. my sis was trying to persuade me to eat it. but i stand firm! HAHAHAHAH!!

and i had a great time eating chilli man! *i duno how to eat chilli de. keke*
ate fish soup with rice. then i ate a piece of small red chilli with every mouth. WAHAHHA!! eat until my lips burning! but damn shiok! hahaha!!!!

after that went home to stand by. keke..

had a damn funny msn session with my crazy clique. we were all laughing about a song. some 60s or 70s chinese oldie.. haha.. the song is nice ok.. but thing is,. it was christy who sent it. THATS WHY its so funny! totally doesn't match at all! haha.. then i sent it to samuel n chee yong. the song originated from ah xian mei mei.. also totally doesn't match lor. HAHHAHAHA

then i sent it to haoming too.. and he loved the song! WAHAAHAHa.. then i added him in to the conversation with them. damn funny. hahahaha..

keke.. think tmr shld be going back sch to study. monk's idea. but also good la. i need to get out of the house to study de. hopefully daddy can get the mahjong table by tmr. so at least i dun hav to cram at the comp table.

i've got 30 odd pages more to go to finish reading my investment management notes! GRRRrrr!!! Total waste of my time! irritating! shld be studying the core modules!
damn.

STUDY!!!!!!!

swensen's outing

2005-10-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

we went to changi airport T1 today to have daddy's belated bday dinner.

its been a long time since i'd gone to d airport. keke.. ate until bao bao.. hahaha.. tmr MUZ go gym le. could feel the lard piling up liao!!
here are some pics we took. i'm glad daddy enjoyed himself. ^_<

^_< daddy's bday

2005-10-08T04:30:00.000+08:00

hmmz.. daddy's bday today.. made him a cute card..

cute? keke..

haoming wished daddy happy birthday too. haha.. at 1st i told daddy
"pa.. haoming wish ni happy birthday."

then he replied:

"ke shi wo mei you ting dao wor.."

hahaha.. so in the end, when i arlow arlow with dearie, then i passed the headset to daddy.. then he talked to haoming for awhile. keke ^____^

heeeheeeeheee ^_______________^

had a long talk with dearie again..cleared some doubts, and built up some faith again. was mentally prepared, but din know its really gona be this tough.
the mood can be quite dampening sometimes.. but i'm glad he's always there to gimme support. thanks dear!

as the days are numbered, my exams draw nearer.. at the same time.. dearie's arrival date also nearer.. heeheehee!! so excited. keke but first! muz study hard! yea!

i'm off to bed soon. 4.30am le. =P

samuel juz came online. juz got home from drinking again -.-"
"hey buddy! i know u'r reading this. HAHA GO SLEEP U MORON!"

LOLz

*poof*

OH OH! forgot to add in.. keke.. dearie sent me a gift with a postcard. its a 2-koala keychain. cute!! *will post the pic soon* looks like me clinging to him. hahaha

MUAKS MUAKS MUAKS!
thank you dearie..

running thru the nite

2005-10-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

was suffering from insomnia yday.. i went to bed pretty late to begin with. i was tired. but everytime i close my eyes, seems like the darkness closes in on me, suffocating me, then i'll open my eyes.

when i finally got to sleep, roughly about 7am *coz my mum came into my room b4 she left*, i had strange dreams. can't really remember much about the initial part of the dream.

i had been running. running away from something, but i got no idea wat it was. until i reached a shopping centre. i went in..and finally i was walking. not running.. then, a group of guys shoved past me and continued walking and laughing up to the 2nd floor. didn't tot it was too offending, so i continued walking.

then juz as i stood helplessly looking around, trying to find someone i know, from the 2nd floor, they pointed down at me, mocking and criticizing.

all of a sudden, one of them spit down at me. and the rest followed. i duno how many ppl, but at least got 5. all spit at me!

i glared up at them, and ran for the esclator to the 2nd floor. by the time i ran up, they were no where to be found. i searched around with a killer-intent.

i saw one of them in a shop, so i charged in and grabed him by his collar and draged him out of the shop to ask where's the rest of them, or where's the guy who spit at me 1st.

juz as he was about to answer me, something hard hit my head n i fell to the floor.
it was the one who spit at me. the group surrounded me. i tried to get up but got kicks and punches flying in on me.

then i heard one passerby shouted and they paused for a sec or two. i frantically got up and started running. i duno if they chased after me, but i juz ran and ran and ran

and ran...

and ran....

and ran.....

and ran.......

until i woke up in fright. -.-

kinda lame i know. but i wonder wats the dream trying to tell me.
am i stressed out? used to hav this perception that when i'm stressed out, i tend to not have peaceful dreams. always either running after, or running away. strange.

any wise ppl out there who can interpret my dream?

not studying

2005-10-06T23:51:00.000+08:00

sheeesh! i'm suppose to be studying! but i juz..can't.

GRrr.. i'd wasted the whole day away.. sigh!~!

its getting on my nerves. can't seem to concentrate. -.-

not that i've not tried studying. i read my notes, but nothing got in. NOTHING!

i'm reading for the sake of reading. URrrggH!

irritating! AHHHHHHHhhhhhh!